SHINee's bling bling Jonghyun took his own life a few days ago and this has come as a shock to many, including me.

SHINee's "Hello" is the first song added to my YouTube playlist and Jonghyun was my bias of the group. 

I adored him and there were countless times I turned to SHINee's songs and videos to cheer myself up.

As the main vocalist, he was always shining, just like his nickname.

He was always filled with joy and happiness though only now do we know how much he had suffered on his own. 

I am heartbroken for the pain and sadness he had to go through by himself, without a proper outlet to vent. 

Although he expressed his loneliness and suffering through his music, that was all just the tip of the iceberg of what he is actually going through. 

While no actions nor words can bring our shining star back, the impact he has left on those who have listened to his music will remain.

Song by song, word by word, he has touched many of us and his bright and sunny personality will always stick with us.

Thank you Jonghyun oppa. 

Writing this for you is an indescribable feeling but I have to.

Your suffering has ended and I hope you find peace in heaven, where you now belong. 

Don't worry about us, we will all live strongly and learn from your fiery attitude towards the things you love.

You've worked hard Jonghyun oppa, and we will always remember you.