So just minutes later after the previous post, I decided to do another one to say what I wanted to say.

Like I said in the previous post, I was very much caught up in Jay Chou's songs especially 发如雪.

狼牙月 伊人憔悴
我举杯 饮尽了风雪
是谁打翻前世柜 惹尘埃是非
缘字诀 几番轮回
你锁眉 哭红颜唤不回
纵然青史已经成灰 我爱不灭
繁华如三千东流水 我只取一瓢爱了解
只恋你化身的蝶

你发如雪 凄美了离别
我焚香感动了谁
邀明月 让回忆皎洁
爱在月光下完美
你发如雪 纷飞了眼泪
我等待苍老了谁
红尘醉 微醺的岁月
我用无悔 刻永世爱你的碑

你发如雪 凄美了离别
我焚香感动了谁
邀明月 让回忆皎洁
爱在月光下完美
你发如雪 纷飞了眼泪
我等待苍老了谁
红尘醉 微醺的岁月
我用无悔 刻永世爱你的碑

啦儿啦 啦儿啦 啦儿啦儿啦
啦儿啦 啦儿啦 啦儿啦儿啦
铜镜映无邪 扎马尾
你若撒野 今生我把酒奉陪

I was only primary 6 ( I think?) when I first heard this song, I didn't understand the lyrics back then.

But now I do, the lyrics are so beautiful! The melody too!

It just felt like that there wouldn't be anyone better than Jay Chou to sing this song, no other better melody or lyrics to fit each other. 

The lyrics I like best are in italic. 

The MV is really nice too, I love the concept of it!

It made me rethink about love.

It also got me reflecting on all the guys whom I used to like and who were the ones whom were closest to what I thought considered true love.

I realised that till now, there is only one person whom I can never get over.

I thought that I had gotten over him long ago, 

but remembering back right from the first time I saw him, every single thing felt sad once again.

I wanted to see him once more badly.

It still felt like a pity that I didn't treasure the chances placed in front of me those times.

I hated myself for always being so cowardly that I didn't seize those opportunities.

When I first like him, all those feelings felt so overwhelming.

It wasn't a feeling that I could manage.

Compared to all those crushes I've had before, the feeling I had this time round felt so different and strange, it wasn't something I was familiar with.

I panicked whenever I see him, even from afar, I got so nervous that it feels like my heart was literally gonna jump out anytime. 

I attempted to talk but every single time I froze and I couldn't even find my own voice to say a word.

 My cute sisters always gave me ideas and plans to approach him but whenever he appeared, all those plans were forgotten in my head.

Nothing came to mind.

I don't know what to do at all.

I was never so helpless and lost.

All I knew what to do was continue looking at him, following his tracks and look at him as long as I could.

I know it sounds stalker-ish but that was all I could manage to do.

Every single waking moment was filled with thoughts about him.

I thought about how it'd be like to be with him.

How our future would be like.

And I started to think that I could do away with the rest of the world if I had him with me.

That was when I started to think that being a good housewife wouldn't be a bad thing too.

In reality however, he and I was nothing.

We never talked, never knew each other's name.

I also started to feel that he was starting to dislike me because of my stalker-ish acts.

But even so, I couldn't stop myself from wanting to see him again and again.

Then the frequency of seeing him start to drop greatly after I graduated from secondary school.

It eventually become to seeing him once a month, once a few months to none at all now.

The last I saw him was like 2011 Nov after a school concert (CCN I think) and it was only his backview.

Hahaha.

It's been one and a half years but I still remained hopeful of seeing him though with a different mentality.

Throughout these 3 years plus I cried badly, had heartbreaks, crazy acts, happy moments, surprises from fate.

I missed him so much I often had breakdowns just because some small, irrelevant incident reminded me of how much I missed him. 

At that time it felt like there wasn't anyone else I wanted to be with, no one else whom I'll truly give my heart to ever again. 

It came to a point where I felt that I wanted to be at where my current dream will take me to so that I could have enough power and resources to find him.

Even though after getting into poly I had a crush on this other guy, but even that felt stupid right now, as if I liked him because I felt empty from waiting too long.

I got over him shortly after confessing and got my umpteenth time of rejection and yet I didn't feel sad at all I didn't even tear. 

Right now, I don't like anyone else at all.

It started to occur to me that it's weird for me to have a boyfriend, to be in love with somebody.

Which is very unlike the me people used to know about.

I used to be the girl who was always liking some guy at different point of times.

My heart seems to have stopped, there wasn't any relationship thing that could hurt me anymore.

Never did I knew all it took was one song sad enough to uncover what was really hiding beneath.

I never forgot, never stopped loving, never gave up hope. 

I still very much want to be with him, I can still imagine our future and not find it repulsive.

I still do like him a lot, and even as I'm typing this, tears are forming in my eyes because I really miss him a lot and I want to see him once more.

This time, I would not let go of the opportunity that's right in my face anymore.

It didn't matter if I failed or not because to me, taking out that first step is the biggest success already. 

For the countless time, please let me just see him once more.

Just that one more time to let me say the words that are coming too late.

If I never get to see him again, it'll be the biggest regret of my life.

Please, just once more.

I'd never ever let go of that chance anymore.

Went on a Jay Chou frenzy this morning......

Was thinking about his songs after chancing upon it last Fri on the way back home.

It was 发如雪 and I was like omg nostalgia, the Jay Chou era which played a huge part of my childhood!

When I was in primary school I already started to listen to his songs thanks to my godbro.

He had all this MVs of  mostly Jay Chou and Jolin Tsai in his comp and every Sat when he was at home, he would turn on his comp and I would sit in front of it listening to their songs. 

It was always the same songs that were replayed over and over again but we never got sick of it.

And when I had to go home or he had to go out for dates I'd feel sad because it was my only time that I could watch their MVs and listen to their songs as I couldn't do so at home since my comp usage was strictly monitored by my parents.

Back then, there was this autograph book trend going on where we would pass our books around to our friends and let them write things about themselves in our books. 

There's this likes and dislikes section and most of us wrote Jolin Tsai and Jay Chou as our favourite singers and idols whom we loved!

And the singers that we disliked the most was Fei Yu Qing and Ah Du. 

I still remember one of the description for disliking Ah Du was because his singing sound like he's having constipation. HAHAHA

But I like a lot one of his songs now!

Valentine's Day

Now that I'm in the world of K-Pop, I seldom listen to chinese songs anymore.

If I do, it would also be the older ones and not the newest, latest songs, (hmmm only 小鬼's 超有感!) 

I personally feel that it's quite amazing how I grew up with their songs and how they still look like how I remember them to be but even more handsome and prettier now!

HOW COME THEY DON'T AGE ONE??!

Hahahaha but actually all this isn't really the main point of the post la hahahaha
But then it feels too abrupt to talk about it now.
I have no idea what direction this post is coming to now lol.
So can I just end here?
Cos my eyes are hurting too idk why.
Okay bye!
HAHA

8 more days!!!!!!!!!!! 

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Time is passing by especially slowly today I have no idea why. 

After going to the toilet, it is actually only 8.54am.

Usually I'll start blogging at say 9 plus but today I've actually replied my bestf's email and google searched how to use an air freshener (YES I GOOGLED HOW TO USE, cos I bought one ytd and I don't understand the instructions so I just tried to use it but apparently, after one night my room still doesn't smell like New Zealand Springs.) then tada, I've got nothing to do le.

On a higher note, it's F.R.I.D.A.Y!

Really thank god that it's finally Friday.

Don't think my battery level can last another day longer.

Today morning on the MRT, I slept soundly all the way from Tamp to Jurong East.

I wasn't woken up by any disruptions or woke up to check the station that I was at. 

I briefly opened my eyes only when I reached Outram Park/ Tanjong Pagar and went back to sleep till the train has passed by Clementi and the first thing I heard when I woke up was "Next station, Jurong East................".

Heng I never oversleep!

If not I really don't know how I'm gonna die already.

Moreover, my phone restarted once while I was sleeping and I was listening to music but I did not realise that there was no more music at all.

Conclusion: I'm gonna wake up at 11 the next day!

Went to meet up with some of the girls yesterday. (Ys, Pq, Feli)

Mad happy whenever I see my girls cos I cannot stop yakking and laughing the moment I see them.

I laughed and talked so much till my throat is hurting today (#mustbebecauseofhaze too lol).

The haze here in SG is pretty bad, it's worse today than ytd.

Even though I'm in the office, I can smell the haze which is so terrible.

I really hate the smell, it feels like I'm going for temple fairs/burning of incense papers etc. 24/7.

I can literally smell the ashes right in my nose that is so suffocating.

Oh btw, if you need to get a mask, get the N95 one.

Normal cotton masks are not effective at all as the masks cannot hekp you to prevent breathing in the dust particles.

Check on current PSI level: 256 (9AM)

However the haze seems to be much worse than previous days, the buildings are totally covered in the haze already.

Hahaha I think I'm the first one to put on the mask in the office. 

But I put on because I really hate the smell la. The smell is really tak boleh tahan!

Okay... Stop about the whole haze thing.

The whole talk about is gonna make me dizzy le........

The saddest thing about today should be the leaving of two of the uni interns.
I'm not close to them but the guy, was really nice to us the first time we met when he helped to give good advice for our project. 

The girl appeared cold at first but then she's quite a cheerful girl actually!

Plus she's the only girl intern among those guys so it was nice to have her around, at least I got someone to relate to!

Now that they're leaving, it feels like something will be missing after that.

Sigh.

The other interns are leaving soon too in another 2 weeks' time.

Guess I'll be sad too after that cos they are such a cheerful and humorous lot of people and lunch are always more happening with them around even though I'm not close to them.

Time check: 9.25AM

Shall get back to work ba.

Idk what I'll do but I guess I'll try and do something. 

Don't wanna put my manager in a spot just because I'm slacking and other people *stares to my left* are unhappy about it.

It's time to prove my own worth!!!!

Have fun everybody!! ^^

Looks like it's still a down day...........

Celebrated Father's Day! Simple celebration la, cut cake only! 

  

 This was ytd! My virgin attempt at drawing a more proper human portrait.

Got shading some more hor!

I know don't look like la, but I also not born to be artist!

Hahaha 

And kind Kumar and other girlf all say it was a good try so.... maybe I will try to do another one and put it in my fanmail for GD?

And it's 10 days left to his concert!!!! 

OMG

Oh, and in correspondence to my title, I was feeling super sad this morning but now I'm filled with happy thoughts. Maybe I'll leave down day to some other day! (:

 Plus, I'm meeting the girls later!

Double yay!

Hope you guys are having a great start to Thursday!!

Weekends are just round the corner woohoo!

Ytd, it was darth_ramuk's (whose real name is Kumar I think!!) insta that I introduced you all to for great and awesome art work.

Today, (as promised, Wenyi) it shall be my sister's!!!

Her artwork is totally amazing and surprising and unbelievable.

Hahaha I don't know if  it's because it's someone I know personally and super close that's why the level of surprise is higher and more overwhelming, like "Omgggggg, I can't believe my friend just drew that" kinda thing.

Or maybe she's born to be talented and amazing like that. (:

Actually Wenyi's art talent have been known to us since we were in secondary school. During art lessons I remember she and Wern Ching (another talent in art!!!) are the people whom art works always make me go "wah wah wah".

And I'm super bad at art.

But I still drew a comic character for Ele as part of her birthday card but it turned out quite ugly still sigh.

This girl has made improvements leaps and bounds since secondary school.

Because now I don't go just "wah wah wah" I go "OMGGGG YOU THIS TALENT", "HOLY SHIT YOU'RE AMAZING", "I CANNOT BELIEVE WHAT I JUST SAW" and a lot of "Omgggg"s here and there. 

And I cannot stop commenting on her insta because I'll be so excited by what she've just drawn.

This is her blog!

http://fatfingerart.blogspot.com/

http://fatfingerart.blogspot.com/

http://fatfingerart.blogspot.com/

WENYIISAWESOMELYAMAZING

http://fatfingerart.blogspot.com/

http://fatfingerart.blogspot.com/

http://fatfingerart.blogspot.com/

And this is her insta!

http://instagram.com/fatfingerart

http://instagram.com/fatfingerart

http://instagram.com/fatfingerart

YOU'LLREGRETIFYOUDON'TCLICK

http://instagram.com/fatfingerart

http://instagram.com/fatfingerart

http://instagram.com/fatfingerart

Please go check out her drawings!!!

Hahaha I spam their links so that even if you don't want to check it out voluntarily, I'm hoping that you all somehow click it accidentally and can't take your eyes off their art works.

Some of her recent productions....

And upon suggestion....... She drew my goddess, Nina Dobrev!!!!

THIS IS TOTALLY AMAZING.

I was still sleepy when I woke up but when I saw this on WA I totally become fully awake!

SOOOOOOOOOOOO AMAZING (make me feel very excited for Kumar's drawing of GD too!!!!!!)

Please, isn't this good enough reason for you to go support her and Kumar already??????

Anyway, I know my blog not influential like other real full-time bloggers but still, people are reading this space right?

Whoever are still reading my blog please please please go support them!!!

Thank you very much!!! I will appreciate your support a lot if you go check them out after reading this!

And like what Kumar commented on Wenyi's insta,

SUPPORT LOCAL TALENTS!!!!!

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or just, talents.

(I do go international too. ^^ )

Then I realised that it wasn't because I don't know how to fall in love anymore. It's because that one guy who stirred my heartstrings, I'm still waiting. 

"We've got champagne taste, but not enough money for the real thing."


One of the perks during work is when I write my weekly reflection and let my supervisor to read, he will say "Good" or "Very Good". 

Just like today, I wrote a damn long ass reflection (hahah in the MRT on the way to work this morning 'cos I said I'll show him today and I didn't want to go back on my words) and he said that it was "very good" hahaha.

So happy.

I take pride in writing my reflections because languages are my strength.

Writing reflection helps to stimulate my thinking and to hone my writing skills so I put in some effort to ensure that it is done well. (Other than the fact that it shows my attitude in work as well so as to impress both supervisors at work and in school.) 

I write honestly in my reflections and I think honesty is a great virtue in the current society.

I'm not trying to say that I'm a saint at being honest 'cos honestly, I lie too. (haha it's not a pun)

I believe strongly that people can feel who you really are, when you are really nice and sincere towards them or not.

This is especially reflected ever since I started my internship.

They can tell when you are really interested and eager to learn more rather than pretend to be interested in listening what they have to say.

They also can feel when you are really trying to treat them as friends rather then talk to them for the sake of talking.

I am quite true to my own feelings too as in I don't suck up to every single person.

I try to make an effort to smile at everyone. (The attitude service crew adopts)

However, when people don't return the smile, I don't still keep smiling like a fool to them.

If I smiled and they don't appreciate it then it's okay since I don't know every single one of them well too.

But when you smile at strangers and they return it back, that is a bonus.

The most memorable incident was one early morning in the canteen when I was queuing up for my cup of caffeine and I smiled at this ang moh lady who complimented "Wow, what a beautiful smile we have early in the morning!"

That made my day.

Perhaps in the Asian culture, people won't compliment you directly like the Westerners do.

But I think they can feel it too cos they'd return the smile, though not every single one (and perhaps that small gesture of smiling had help to brighten their day a little).

I love to smile at people thinking that a small smile could have helped to cheer them up a little like how other strangers have helped to cheer me up when they smile sincerely.

And most importantly, I hate dull atmosphere.

I love when the place that I have to live with is full of laughter and cheery atmosphere.

It just feels like the world is not that bad after all.

I hope that it is not because that to them, I'm the xiao mei here so I don't have any schemes or politics to compete with them.

And I hope that in future when I go out to really work, people that I meet will be still cheerful, nice, kind and sweet!

Talking about people being nice....

There's this super kind and talented artist on instagram I got to know on Sunday (via insta la, not face-to-face)!

I left a comment on one of his photos, it was a drawing of Taeyang! 

He is really talented and I was so fascinated and overwhelmed by his works!!

OMG HIS DRAWING DAMN LIFELIKE AND AMAZING ALL THE DETAILS AND THE SHADING.

Read our convo at the side too!

He is so extremely nice I got so excited and touched and happy while I was on the way to Changi Village with ele and for the rest of the day and ytd and now.

Hahaha.

He offered to draw and readily agreed upon request!!!

I was really really very very touched. No amount of words can truly reflect how grateful I was for his kind gesture.

Please go check out his instagram!

WILL NOT REGRET I SWEAR.

"Every girl have dreamt at least once of being swept off their feet by a guy of her dreams. He didn't have to be the Prince Charming everyone wished for, he didn't have to be riding a white horse to fetch her, he didn't have to be rich or handsome or smart. That guy will still steal her heart, because just as ordinary he might be, she know that someday he would be brave for her, love her like no other guy ever would, be sensitive towards how she would feel and have her interests at heart. He didn''t have to be perfect, but he had to be the right one." 

"The people at the top right now may be overthrown the next day. There would always be someone better than you. The thing that draws the line between who would survive and who would never climb to the top depends on each individual's determination. However determination solely is never enough. You need luck too. As much as it hurts, this is the reality. No one ever only depended on himself. The higher you are at the pyramid, the more people you are stepping on to stay there. Return the favour. For you never know who is the next person below who's gonna conquer your position."

"What is it like to have an empty heart? There wouldn't be any desire at all. How do you survive with a stagnant heart?"

"Never stop dreaming."

Photo Credits: Tumblr

Fuck selfishness, fuck expectations, fuck trying too hard to want to care, fuck being overly sensitive like that, fuck feeling lonely easily, fuck being a perfectionist in the things I want best.

Millions of thoughts in a heartbeat but with only you in mind.

If you guys haven't already know, there's this one boy I've been in love with since last year.

He's the only guy whose voice alone could brighten my gloomy days.

And of course the biggest motivation behind me working hard for the things I want.

Can't get enough of him no matter what!

It just amazes me with every little single thing he does.

It doesn't matter if it's only just a smile or staring into space, everything about him is perfect.

HAHAHA I'M NOT A CRAZY FAN OKAY.

It's just that an idol who can make me feel so overwhelm with every little thing only goes to this one person!

Okay la, I admit I also like a lot of other male idols like SHINee's Jonghyun, DBSK's Changmin, Shinhwa's Minwoo, CN Blue's Yonghwa, but at the end of the day I only go back to this one person okay!!

"You talking about me?"

YES YOU.

Ahhhhhh, fangirl mode on!

This warning is kinda late but then if you not interested in k-pop or BIGBANG or G-Dragon you may take your leave now!

Then I will continue to fangirl! 

Muahahaha

I'm mainly doing this 'cos I'm gonna attend his concert on 30 Jun and

I SIMPLY CANNOT CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT AT THE THOUGHT OF IT.

So I decided to do something instead of just screaming out inside whenever I see any of his updates and think that "Omg, one more day closer to seeing him in real life! FINALLY!"

YAY!

Haha anyway I found a lot a lot of photos of him online so it'll be very much a photo spam of G-Dragon.

Keke.

And looking at each picture just makes me fangirl once more!

How could any guy on this Earth be so cute, handsome, kind, talented, smart, athletic, artistic and charismatic all at once?!

Super love when GD wears suits!

He look especially smart and suave when he does!

Haha okay la actually most guys look much nicer when they wear suits with nice cuttings.

Likewise for girls!

And when GD's with his beloved pet dog Gaho (and Jolie) or with children, it feels like there's no cuter scenario than that in the whole wide world.

Heartbreaker era

How could anyone be so perfect like that!

*cries badly*

Hahaha k la, in exaggerating mode today.

But then it's GD! 

How do I not fangirl.........

 GD's facts 101: His favourite colours are white and yellow! White's my favourite colour too! 

Quirky GD. Hehehe ^^

My bias in BIGBANG used to be Taeyang, his song wedding dress was simply too captivating!

Then last year when GD released his first solo album (Heartbreaker is first MINI album), I totally fell deep.

And I went to find out more about him and since then, I couldn't stop noticing him.

Alive album photos

 One of a Kind MV

That XX MV 

Crayon MV

As I learn more about him, there were many interesting stories about him which I read on the internet.

Some motivated me to work harder and have more determination, which eventually changed me.

And one of the quotes by him which I love best is this:

“A song can’t change the world. But the song can change his three minutes. His three minutes can change his three hours. his three hours can change his three days. his three days can change his three months. his three months can change his three years. his three years can change his life. his life can change peoples’ lives. and people can change the world.”

GD, you may not know it  now, but you changed my life.

      I put in my best for exams, I started studying real hard so that I won't have any regrets.

Of course, my family and friends were very good pushing factors too but he was the main reason that I opened my heart up to be willing to change.

I knew deep down for the past semesters in poly that I was able to do much better if I was willing to.

But I sorta gave up simply because I had no passion for what I was learning.

It was him who made me not want to waste my time and life and my parent's efforts and money due to my willfulness, laziness and selfishness. 

Eventually, he became someone I look up to a lot after gaining so much knowledge about him.

I simply love to see him smile! His smiles are sooooooo captivating.
There was once when Peiqi and I started on an EZ-link card sticker hunt for our idols (hers is DBSK and SHINee) and GD's card stickers was damn hard to find!
There are shops selling them but almost all were of him in the cool look where he's not smiling and the one that I own now with him smiling is taken with T.O.P.
His solo smile card stickers are incredibly hard to find that I gave up and bought the few last card stickers of him (which I didn't really recognise at first sight) at Cineleisure.
Since then I even more treasure his smiles!


"What? Me not smiling? You sure??"

HAHAHA Singaporean-ish captions for a K-pop idol!


 "STRESS~!"


"Watch out 'cos I'm gonna melt your heart in a minute."




*dies*


"Keke, my god how can I be so handsome!"

HAHAHA SORRY GD.
That's my own OS in my heart la hahaha.
Gyaaaaaaaaa.
SO HANDSOME OMG.
*mega heartmelts*

Back to the rationale of this post!
GD'S CONCERT!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
I think I can go crazy every single day anticpating it la!
And I just knew last Fri that GD's concert here in Singapore will be the finale one!
Even more excited!
I'm soooooooo looking forward that I really cannot contain all my excitement while I think of it everyday.
I think I've already tweeted about it more than once about his concert and I feel thrilled just counting down to it!
And Ele's going with me!!!
Finally!
Last year when BIGBANG had their world tour, I couldn't join her for their concert 'cos of various reasons.
I told her that I would once I reach 18 and all my hard work of trying to earn money for his ticket paid off!
(But the ticket's not in my hands yet it's with Ele. I think I'd go crazier if I get hold of it.)
26 MORE DAYS!
(Btw, I did this post like yesterday but I couldn't finish 'cos I was busy looking photo after photo of him on the internet that I keep procrastinating doing up this post haha.)

Many thanks to Ele and her friend who helped to buy the ticket!! So grateful that I'm able to go for his concert soon!! (':



"Let me hear you screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeam!"






With Lee Hayi as guest! (another one of my fav YG artistes!!)







Actually I try to not look at his the photos of his concert which he held elsewhere but then while looking for his photos all this appeared and I also believe that each concert of his would be a unique one just for that particular group of fans on that day, that session, that city.

One of my wishes finally coming true!
I really feel excited every single moment I'm doing up this post.
Haha I know I repeat many many times le, but I'm too excited for it!!!
I think other fangirls will understand my feeling ba. (:

Oh, and as much as I fill up this post with a lot of my love and admiration for GD,
I don't really want any other person in my vicinity to know him more than me.
Haha Ele know lesser than me plus she's my girlf so she's exempted! :P
You can support him by buying his albums, official merchandise but don't come to me and show off that you know a lot when your heart loves CN Blue's Yonghwa better instead okay.
'Cos I'm selfish like that and as a fan of GD, I want to put in my utmost best for everything that I do.
Even for fanmails for him, I want everything to be done as perfectly, creative and unique as I can achieve.
So please don't come and challenge your love for GD with me when you're not any of my girlfs okay.
And for people who are okay okay-ish with GD, please don't fall in love with him after reading my post.
(Not that what I said is very influential la but all his photos.......... *.*)
Likewise, I won't challenge other fans of him or claim that I'm his number 1 fan out there 'cos I know there are simply too many people whom have loved him way earlier before I do and have supported him in many more ways than I can and I respect that.
I also feel very happy for GD that there are so many people who stood by him through the hard times and have never given up hope on him no matter what happens, supporting him silently without recognition.
I really respect that spirit of those hardcore fans!! (:





认真的男人最帅!


He looks so pretty like that! How can any guy's face be so sharp. What a sin!




GD has quite a number of tattoos all over his body. I personally like the one that says "Mind Control" but I'm not gonna let you all see that photo of it here.



No other idol can be as charismatic as he does!
Okay la, the other idols that I mentioned at the beginning have a lot of charisma too but then, he's the top of them all! Hehe

Okay la, this post is coming to an end soon! Just a few more photos!
Hahah I can't help it but keep on adding photo after photo 'cos he's just too shuai to not share.
And I think this will be a good keepsake for me when I look back in the future!
When I'm down or I'm on the verge of breaking down I'll just read this post and regain all the energy and positivity!





 Awwwwwwwwwww.

The fern leaf is not a tattoo! But the dragonball is another one of his tats.

Hahaha I lied. It wasn't a few more photos!
But really ending le la.
I know he won't get to see this anytime soon, maybe in the future hopefully??!!!


THANK YOU GD. (:

The rest of the things that I want to say are already written in the fanmail which I've sent earlier this year in Jan.

See you on 30 June!
I REALLY REALLY CAN'T WAIT.



To the most lovable boy in the whole wide world. ♥