"Everyone tells us, starting when we’re just kids, how perfect love is. How our prince will come and save us. They set such high standards in our little brains, and we don’t know any better than to expect that. But in reality, that won’t happen. You aren’t going to get a perfect prince and live happily every after. Nobody is perfect, and everyone is going to hurt you eventually. Everyone makes mistakes. They also don’t teach us how messy love is. You’re going to fight, you’re going to say things to hurt each other, and it’s not going to be easy. And you never really understand what that means until you’re in that position, where someone completely holds your heart in their hand, and you have no other option but to trust them to keep it safe. "
I just don't know what to do any more.
Everyone says you're not worth it but I still want to fight for you.
My head tells me the same thing as what everyone else does too, but the rest of me still goes looking for you.
They say that it's more than just a crush if it's past 4 months, so is this love?
But then if we are fated then why I don't see you any more?
Or is this just a test? Of love.
There you see, all this stupid questions running through my mind time and again, questioning myself, questioning you, questioning heaven what is this that's going on between us?
It's really stupid to wait all this while then just give up silently.
It's just not my style.
Even if at the end, it's a straight NO, at least I want to know the person that I've been pining for for the past two years.
Please, just show up once more alright?
