Cindy Tay's.....
1. The person who tag u is ?
obviously... cindy tay laaa.
2. Your relationship with him/her ?
best friends cum schoolmates in pcs, classmates for last two and coming two years in prss...
3. Your impressions of him/her ?
erm, veyr pretty girl, sometimes kind, sometimes evil. but she will give up her seat to a old lady in the bus.
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ?
being my best-est friend! plus alot alot alot of things lah...
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you ?
many many many...
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
my lover? yea. for god's sake, no way pleaseeee! her erhem hem hem will kill me!
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be...
i already said that i don't want her to be my lover!
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ...
hah. that will never happen!
9. If he/she dies, you will...
cry till i see her again.
10. What is it you want to tell him/her ?
she knows, i knows. :D
11. your overall impression of him/her ?
a human.
Now for Felicia's!
1. The person who tag u is ?
up right there. felicia lee wan shan, in case you are retarded.
2. Your relationship with him/her ?
best friends!
3. Your impressions of him/her ?
pei qi's 姑姑!
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ?
being my best friend! and many many many many....
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you ?
many many many....
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
err... i think pei qi will kill me first!
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be...
pei qi kill me liao laaaa...
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ...
erm, will that even happen?
9. If he/she dies, you will...
cry till she appears again....
10. What is it you want to tell him/her ?
she knows, i knows. :D
11. your overall impression of him/her ?
the loveliest girl ever (pei qi don't kill me!) and best friend. ohh. and a mushroom in disguise.
See Wenyi's one!
1. The person who tag u is ?
see wenyi, if you're blind...
2. Your relationship with him/her ?
my adviser cum best friend!
3. Your impressions of him/her ?
late forever. due to bad sleeping habits!
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ?
erm, listen to me talk and talk and talk and don't ever complain! and being my best friend of course! hah. still got alot.
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you ?
too many....
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
she won't let that happen.
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be...
i already said, SHE WON'T LET THAT HAPPEN!!!!
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ...
i won't let it happen.
9. If he/she dies, you will...
cry till i she appears before my eyes.
10. What is it you want to tell him/her ?
she knows, i knows.
11. your overall impression of him/her ?
an alien in disguise.
12. What do you think people around you will feel ?
feel what?
13. The characters you love of yourself are ?
erm, everything!!!!
14. On th contary, th characters of yourself whom u hate are ?
lalala.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is ?
myself!
16. For people who cares and like you, say something to them.
thankyou!
17. Pass this quiz on to 10 ppl.
1]yishing 2]peiqi 3]TWC 4]gladys 5]fabian 6]wei qi 7]yanling(from netball...) 8]zhi lin 9]ruby 10]victoria
18. Who is number6 having a relationship with?
hehe. i don't know!
19. Is number 9 a male or female?
fe-male!

20. If number 7&10 are together, will it be a good thing ?
do they know each other?

21. What is number 2 studying all about ?
she don't read books! but she will be taking geog, a & e maths, eng, hcl ss and blah blah whatever nots next year.
22. When was th last time u chat with number 3 ?
14 dec, 7.35pm.

23. What kind of music band does number 8 likes ?
red rain! that's the only band i rmb about her... haha.

24. does number 1 have any siblings ?
chin yi shing. one elder sis, one younger sis and bro.

25. Will u woo number 3 ?
tong wern ching???! sorry, she's not a guy and we aren't les-es

26. How about number 7 ?
yan ling? no way! hah. i'm not les and she's not too.. unless she's a guy in disguise! :D
27. Is number 4 single ?
yes! she is!

28.What is the surname of number 5 ?
tang tang tang!!!! haha. i can now officially say fabian tang! without him sciolding mee! haha. :D fabian tang!

29.what is the hobby of number 10 ?
hah. i don't know!

30. Do number 5&9 get along ?
erm.. think sooo!

31. Where is number 2 studying at ?
PRSS mousehole. hah. no la. that's for yi shing!

32. Talk about smth for number one.
crazy girl. lao wan tong. plays dizi. very kind to accompany me to popular to buy books. always borrow money. but, we're kind enough to lend her! :D and cox of her i had that stupid nightmare. and! she super no tong qing xin. wu zun in the butterflylovers vomit blood still laugh!
33. Have u tried developing feelings for number 8 ?
yes. as a good friend!

34. Where does number 9 live ?
tampines! same area as meeee....

35. What colour does number 4 likes ?
gladys, what colour you like????

36.Are number 1&5 best friends ?
yea. if they are, pigs can fly..

37. Does number 1 have any pets ?
no way! even if she has, i think already murdered/tortured/play to death/starve to death/scared to death by her

38. Is number 7 th sexiest person on earth ?
hah. in someone's heart, yes.

39.what is number 10 doing now ?
just finish watching little nonya i guess... the time now is 22:02.
ohh. grat's heavens. finally finish!
three people tag me ok!
and i'm dead beat.
have to memorise the what orchestra for grade 4 theory... so many instru! and i don't want to be conductor in future ok! can i don't study the orchestra one anot? if it's chinese orchestra zao jiu memorise liao lor. but percussion one most hard to memorise. super loads of instru ah! die die die.
anw, continue next time la.
byebye!

Me, Cindy and geradine !

Hello ppl!
YO! don't ask me why i so long no update.
i did ask miss see wenyi to help me post on sat, but apparently, she didn't.
haha.
well, sun's concert is a total mess can.
and many many funny things happen DURING the concert.
first, ms ding forget to bring her zong pu up on stage...
and i thought she memorise liao?
since she always say"我都背过了，还看什么普?"
oh.. well nvm la.
secondly, ms cindy tay drop/crash/hit/whatever her pipa uh.
cox we have to like keep standing for dunno how long since ours were the last item.
and i think her hand suan liao la, that's why.. cox my hand also suan liao lor...
imagine stand there and carry the pipa which is like dunno how heavy for dunno how long to let peolpe take pics of you as if you're some monkey in the zoo....
ahaha.
okay, that's not the main point of my post la.
the guys from alumni chao shuai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG.
that mr salted fish and that guy from cello; NOT dominic from bass, excuse me.
ahhhhhhhh!
really very shuai!
but erhemhem, i still love him de hor.
well, i love all guys who look cute, and shuai la.
HAHA.
and i'm expecting someone to be saying that i fa-ing hua chi again.
but really very shuai ah!
ohh.
and i'm glad that that cello guy did talk to me.
hah! the way he talk and smile very cute too...
wahahaha.
ohhh.
and i don't understand why alumni ain't performing this sunday!!!!!
and i can only look at them from their syf pics..
sad uh.
never mind.
next time i also become alumni and we can perform together liao!
hehe.
oh. damn, there's dental tmw, but i'll skip it anw luh.
i hate dental!
ohh, i really miss mr salted fish and that cello guy from alumni!
hah, please let me see them soon!!!!! :DD
yea, scold me hua chi, i'm not gonna heck care. :D
and miss chinyishing, where are my pics?????
hah. and i miss cute little brandy!
feliciaaaa! do bring him to school one day, if not i going to have xiang si bing liao!
hah. just joking... :)

sorry guys! i know i have like"neglected" you all for such a long time uh.
super duper sorries!
cox i've been busy watching x-family and now, zhong ji yi ban....
wahahaha.
ok, i must say they are NICE ok!
well, tmw's TECC performance.
and have to reach school hyper early uh.
7.45 ok!
7.45!!!!
ahh. to help move instruments cox we don't want to get the wrong pipa up on stage again uh.
ohh.
and make-up tmw.
please please please let miss twc do the make-up for me.
urgh. well, co's not too bad today la.
and i and cindy kong huan xi yi chang lors.
thot don't need to play the matsuri anymore.
and i thot that this song's pronounciation kinda similar to my name.
HAHA. whatever.
but anw, cindy and i will still be playing that song la.
cox our seniors' too sweet to reject. ahahaha.
ohohoh.

HAPPY SWEEET FOURTEEN, FELICIA!

yay! happy happy birthday! and hope you like that sweet beancurd.
hah. really really suits you. cox it's as cute as you.
haha. and i know that you she bu de to open. hah.
cox the cover also very cuteeeeeeee!
haha.
yay. i love you guys la.
so no matter what, i'll be there with you.
我不会重色轻友的啦。
must remind me not to yea.
ohh. and lpq's brothers are so funny!
they totally make me laugh till i can't play badminiton properly.
haha.
wahh. 9.28pm alr.. must go sleep sleep or else can't wake up tmw!
yay. cya guys and update another time yea.

i do love my friends...

say cheeeeeese and wish us all the best for our coming performances!
seeya.

女人。
有两种爱人的方式。
一，是默默的爱着那个他，默默地为他付出。
从来不把他提在嘴边，但心里一直喜欢着他。
二，会把喜欢他一事说出来，光明正大，表示爱意。
从不萎缩，认为爱他，就应该说出来，好似想来轰轰烈烈地爱一回。
但，心底下总是藏着不为人知的恐慌。
恐慌，怕他没有一样地喜欢回自己。

也不知道为什么会突然想到这个，可能是读小说时，发出的灵感吧！

爱一个人，就像看鬼戏。
明明是害怕的，但越怕，越想看。
爱一个人的时候，明明知道会痛，但还是无法自拔的要继续爱下去。
yes, i know you're laughing.. cox i compared loving someone to watching a horror movie.

i laugh, because of you.
i cry, because of you.
i smile, because you're around.
i frown, because i can't sense you anywhere.
and my world seems to be full of you.
you're the sunshine, you're the rain, you're the clouds, you're the moon, you're the stars
you're the land, you're the sea, you're the mountains, you're everything.
but, i'm not in your world.
i'm not your everything.
i'm just a passer-by, who you won't even bother to remember.
after i passed by you, you would not ask me to stay.
well, using common sense, who would bother remembering a passer-by
someone that had never put much attention to?
and this's reality, that everyone have to face.

i don't know, i seriously have no idea what is happening to me.
ever since the day he went for that camp, i have been feeling down, upset and whatever other un-nice feelings.
i start to feel sensitive to everything and i'm suffering from increasing 忌妒心.
i start to feel sad whenever he don't talk to me, whenever he talks to other girls.
and please, i'm not even his girlfriend or whoever.
i don't have the authority or business to stop him from doing things.
if only, there's a potion or something that can make me stop liking him.
and to make me forget him and the pain from loving him.
or if only, there's something to make him love me back..
haha.
impossible.

心痛，畏惧。
但，这些理由并不可能成为停止爱你的理由。
let's have a short short story to finish up my post....

心里好像被一条绳子拴着，揪着，揪着。
绷紧的心，似乎弄得她再也无法呼吸。
痛。心溢出一丝丝的血滴。
看着他头也不会地离开，
她的心，再一度地感到痛楚。
以为他会用最不舍的语气，跟她说要离开她。
以为他会以最不舍的心走掉。
以为他最终会应为舍不得，而牵着她的手，带她一起离开。
以为。。。以为。。。以为。。。
哼。。是她太傻了，太笨了。
以为，真的只是以为。
不会发生。
是她太一厢情愿了。
他的无情，他的冷漠，
为什么在这一刻才让她发现到呢？

--- 也许他从未爱过她，
但她确定她，有爱过他。

hello!
hahaha.
i swear i swear that i'm loving fei lun hai more and more......
wu zun's so cool
yan ya lun's so cuteeeeee.
chen yi ru's cute number two
eh.. wang dong cheng ah.. dunno what to say about him luh, but he's quite cute too...
hehehe.
well... they ARE nice.
haha.
yesterday had the midnight calll again.
walao, please hor, NO MORE midnight calls for this whole week.
i'm totally tired luh.
haha.
okay..
so felicia came calling me
and i was like couldn't talk cause mum still awake.
then i told felicia say.. if i cannot talk right, i will press button.
then got one time i press the button
and then she went"eh...if you can't talk, press three times button..."
then i was like press press press...
haha. i press super slow.
then she say.." eh... next time press button press faster.... if not i have to wait wait wait see if still have anot..."
then i go.. orh.
then she say.. "i also wanna try! haha."
then she press...
then she say.. "got sound?"
then i say.. mm.
then she say press one more time, and then dissapeared.
then i went like "felicia felicia, FELICIA! "
then all of us try to contact felicia..
then we call her handphone... "the starhub customer.. blah blah blah...."
call her house phone... "tu... tu... tu..."
HAHA.
okay..
well another funny incident during midnight call....
cindy tay.
we were like all very tired liao... and there was me, cindy and wenyi.
then talk talk talk halfway.. suddenly got this sound...
"korrrrr...shiu.... korrrrrrr.... shiu.... korrrr.... shiu...."
wenyi went.. "cindy.. cindy.. CINDY.... you better wake up!!!!!!!!!!!"
HAHA.
then i was like trying hard to control; my laughter.. and i pretend i coughing...
then my mum say.... "eh you okay anot?"
then i say.. "oh.. i choke on my saliva..."
diaos.
haha
okay luh.
write till now... want watch fei lun hai videos....

ilovemycliques! :D

say cheeeeeeeeeeseeeeeeeeeee.............

who is the most retarded?
chin yi shing aka squeak
see wen yi aka alien
cindy tay aka cd tape
felicia aka vampire
pei qi aka mrs cake


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hello people!
erm, well, so get quite upset after yesterday luh.
i mean, if someone appeal to go your class or combination, then you didn't appeal to go any other place right, how can that just put you to another class without asking you first?
so erm, jun guang, if you say it, i'll write that letter to ms cheng.
i mean, even if you are any other friend, i'll still do the same thing luh.
i just 不服气luh.
i mean, what if i also like that?
i'll be damn pissed off...
haix.
ohh.
i'm bored.
very bored.
and to think i only watch twenny plus eps of X-family.
ahh!
wu zun very ke ai!
and chen yi ru.
and wang dong cheng.
and yan ya lun.
ahhh.
fa hua chi-ing here... :D
i want to watch THE COFFIN!
actually, could have gone on like two days before...
and very nan de that my mum ZHU DONG ask me if i want go watch anot...
aiyar.. blog dao zhe li.

ilovemycliques! and hope that we'll stay together....

say cheeeeeeeeeese with me! :D

since my dear dear vionna senior tagged me to do the questionaire or whatever thing you call it,
i will do it lors! :D

Number ONE: Do you have secrets?
how to have? when i tell them to my friends uh, except for some small little ones lor...

Number TWO: Would in fall in love with someone younger than you?
well, it depends, if really got that feel, then cannot avoid what right?

Number THREE: What would you do with a billon bucks?
erm, donate, give family and friends, spend to buy the things i wanted so long. well, if the day comes luh.

Number FOUR: Would you fall in love with your best friend?
erm, guy best friend? if guy best friend, NEVER, we are like best budds...
girl best friend... nonsense, never ever luh.

Number FIVE: Do you enjoy going school?
Of course! with my best friends around, how can i don't enjoy going school? :D

Number SIX: Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both. It's wonderful to love someone and to be loved by someone.

Number SEVEN: List 5 favourite movies.
rank one: of course it's my all-time favourite de lord of the rings luh.
rank two: wu xia liang zhu. wu zun! and ah sa!
shit luh. i forgot the movies that i've watch.. so list these two only uh.

Number EIGHT: If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
erm, i can't possibly kill that girl right? but for sure, i'll continue liking that person until like when i found another
person that i'll like even more.

Number NINE: Is there anything that has made you extremely happy recently?
extremely happy ah? erm not really extremely happy luh, but when i can see him, i'll feel happy. :D

Number TEN: Do you have any regrets?
Not really. 洒脱的过人生, i won't go and think if i regret anot luh, cox what's done is done, it can't be undone what
right? just look ahead lor.

Number ELEVEN: How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
not as crazy as now, maybe already happily married! wahaha. for sure, i'll be a adult already.

Number TWELVE: Who are currently the most important person to you?
erm family of course, friends, and a group of very important people whom i'll risk anything for.

Number THIRTEEN: What kind of person you think the person who tagged you is?
firstly, she's very kind and patient! can't forget that she's the first person to teach me all those pipa
basics. and she treats people sincerely luh.

Number FOURTEEN: Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
well, i treat love as bread, so well if i'm rich but without someone i love to share it with me, what's the point?
if i'm poor, but married, i think it's wonderful to have someone you love and someone that loves you by your
side, everything's worth it. :D

Number FIFTEEN: What are your favourite colours?
Basically, i love all colours luh. don't really have a special peference.

Number SIXTEEN: Would you give all in a relationship?
please luh, see my character, of course will right? haha. anyway, i believe that i have to give everything in a
relationship luh, if you really love the person. i mean, what for to be together when you don't treat the person
with your heart and with sincerity?

Number SEVENTEEN: If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you choose?
wahh! this question is made for me luh! ok ok, i won't know what to do luh, i mean wenyi, cindy and ruby
should know this process for me luh. i will listen to the above people and then make a choice luh.
Of course, i would choose the person that i really really and don't think about the other guy and use every of
my heart to love this person.

Number EIGHTEEN: What are the top five countries on your must go list?
Korea! definitely. and japan, australia, taiwan, paris and blah blah blah luh. i have more than 5 that i want to
go!

Number NINETEEN: Do you prefer to be single or to have a relationship?
of course is to have a relationship luh! to me, love is the most powerful thing. and it's really sweet to receive
love! oh reminds me that... can someone turn my pillow into wu zun?

Number TWENNY: 5 human beings i have tagged..
yi shing, cindy, felicia, gladys, zhi lin, but i would also like it if wenyi would do this... :D

erm okay, if you want it, i would really write that letter to ms cheng.
i haven't been so angry before luh.
updates tmw
thanx cindy for helping me post... :D

ilovemycliques! and hope we'll stay together...

say cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese! :D

well well,
had CO today!
uh! okay, quite happy luh.
oh and then right,
wern ching and cindy tay were like doing the love calculator thingy.
aiyar, just know that it's counting the percentage luh.
ok so he love me 47% and i love him 32% only.
wahaha, so low percentage but anw, glad that he love me more.
ohhh, then went to count the erm, last time that one de luh,
which is like he love me 90%, and i love him 89%.
if it's like two months back, i would be damn happy luh.
hah! whatever.
oh and cindy's darling love her 91% and then cindy love him 70 plus or 80 plus percent luh, forgot.
wahaha, you should how cindy react, damn hua chi de expression, and she was damn happy. :Dyay!
ok so on sunday, talk to cindy tay from like 1 plus to four plus. and i mean, midnight okay, when everyone's sleeping and the two of us crazy talk when people sleeping.
and i mentioned 29 times that let someone turn my pillow into wu zun!
haha.
i was thinking how nice if someone like him or aiyar just someone from fahrenheit oh and someone whom i can't say out hug you to sleep!
ahhhh! how sweet and comfortable.
actually, dunno those kind of good-looking guys to hug you to sleep luh, but just your boyfriend or whatever, hug you to sleep, so nice!
yay!
okay okay, my hua chi bing reacting again luh.
but, well imagine the scene luh.
how sweeeeeeeet!
wahhh.
if i have a boyfriend, i will force him to hug me to sleep everyday, but as in not the s** luh.
just hug.
so nice, but the guy will be very tong ku lors.
HAHA.
yay!
oh, streaming results are out on thurs.
damn scared and nervous.
i'm thinking what if we ain't together?
like as in the good friends luh.
i'll be very very scared.
argh.
aiyar, let's not talk about this stupid streaming.
oh back to CO.
haha!
i am very happy today luh.
i'll only tell close friends what happened.
sorry ah. to those who want to know but cannot tell.
hah! as if anyone will be interested also.
yay! blog for fun nia luh.
so end my stupid and random post here. :D
P.S NUMBER ONE: sorry to cindy and yishing for calling you guys bitch today, didn't really mean it luh, but yea, sorry still.
NUMBER TWO: junguang, i'm only three years old. and chunsee, junguang's not mine!
NUMBER THREE: can someone go watch the coffin with me and cindy? puh-lease.

ilovemycliques! hehe :D
say cheeeeeeeeese!

last day

today is last day of school!
gosh, time passes so fast...
it's just like yesterday that i've entered secondary school...
manx.
confused feelings uh.
sad, cox i might be separated from my best friends.
happy, cox it's a new year ahead.
hugs were given and received today....
khalishah, alifah, syazana, gladys, shi rui, evelyn, and many more....
aiyar, too many to list....
oh gosh
i can't believe i'm gonna be sec 3 next year
oh, and ms ho said that i've been more matured!!
hehe.
ohh. erm i don't know what to say.
anyway, jun guang ah, are you really gonna go sec 3e4???
haha, tell me the truth!
yea.
congratulations if you are! :D
haha.
okok, anws happy holidayys people!
yea, may you go to your desired class, and my na friends hope you all can come express! :D
da jie, er jie, erm wai kit don't need luh, jun guang and glenn and etc...:D
okok, enjoy the holidays!
don't worry, be happy, everything will turn out fine with me here! :D

ilovemycliques
say cheeeeeeeese with me! muahahahahaha. :D

NO CONSCIENCE!

please please, chin yi shing, law pei qi, eleanor hor and cindy tay!can the four of you have more conscience????
gosh.
so today, we went to watch 武侠梁祝！
and obviously, it's the martial arts version of 梁山伯与祝英台luh.
but i think it's equally nice!
even though ys they all say not nice.
i want to buy the dvd/vcd when have luh!
okok, and i think i'm liking wu zun even more after this show!
wahahaha.
yea.
and please, those four people above!
hello?
吐血那么好笑吗?????
even though the blood is like ketchup luh or whatever red coloured water.
he very ke lian lehh!
still laugh!
it's like as my tears are on the verge of dropping, stupid cindy or whoever went to giggle, at the scene i mean.
haix.
OMG.
the show zhen de zhen de very unforgettable.
and i have to say thank god that we are not seating very front of the cinema,
or else i think there'll be explosions of laughter, cox the effect bigger mahh.
oh, my heart kinda feel ache for them!
i mean, like why they have to die??
i hate sad endings..
but its nice when at the end of the show, their spirits or whatever meet and then they walk together in the what butterfly cove hand in hand!
gosh gosh.
i have to buy the dvd/vcd!!!
maybe you all really find this show is like very not nice or whatever, but personally, i feel that the show is very nice uh.
i won't hesitate to watch it again or forking out money from my own pocket to buy the dvd/vcd luh.
hah. whatever.
i mean, 你们不会觉得感动吗？
well, with the exception of those four people above.
为了爱而死。
一个人若能这样的牺牲，很不容易。
虽然只是一部戏，但真的是让我感动。
为了爱，一个人能忍着伤口的痛，奋不顾身地打败敌人，
就为了看她最后一面。
and oh gosh wenyi, it's not because wu zun cannot be killed, it's because of her.
manx.
can't continue anymore, if not the whole post will be like so emo.
anyway, please please i don't want to watch sad movies with those four people ever again!
they spoil the atmosphere!

ilovemycliques!

THANKYOU wenyi for helping me post!!!!

a hard comprehension

i don't know why, i feel that maybe i don't like him that much afterall.
or maybe, i should say, i don't want to continue anymore.
很累很累。
maybe in the first place, i haven't even get to understand myself yet.
then i just went straight in.
four words
死得很惨。
i really don't know.
maybe i should stop,
but my heart wants to continue...
listen to my heart?
cox it won't be wrong?
sorry, what's the point of apologising to him?
he says never mind,
but...
i can sense that its not never mind.
despite he said haha.
please luh.
he's ignoring me now.
maybe he knows, maybe he don't.
but whatever.
i really don't know what to do.
我真的不知道。

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/228301ht.htm

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here's a song!
i love this song alot.
okok.
anw, i'm very confused with my thoughts now.
i mean, a lot of things are happening now.
with family, with friends...
haix.

thank you cindy for helping me post!

ilovemycliques nomatterwhat...
and thanx friends, for always being there for me,
really thanx a lot.

i don't want distance in our dictionary

yo ppl!
ok, here's a song for you guys, erm, but sorry! it's a chinese song, sorry yea.

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/205188ht.htm
只好让礼物安静躺在我口袋 远远看着你跟他 快乐聊到笑开 当友情两字不足形容我情感 心情都随你转弯 耳机它轻轻吻我耳朵 爱情歌听不完 适合我们的从不是浪漫 你不会爱 我的爱 我明白 你的最爱 那一块 那天我才存在 我不会爱 你的爱 受伤害 所以宁愿 安静的等待 只剩下冰冷空气 陪我一整晚 寂寞却多到塞车 根本无法动弹 一翻身我在半夜 突然就醒来 梦里你的唇柔软 耳机它轻轻吻我耳朵 爱情歌听不完 适合我们的从不是浪漫 你不会爱 我的爱 我明白 你的最爱 那一块 那天我才存在 我不会爱 你的爱 受伤害 所以宁愿 安静的等待 爱你我慢不下来 没有哪一天例外 跟自己比快 我会赶上你未来 你不会爱 我的爱 我明白 你的最爱 那一块 那天我才存在 我不会爱 你的爱 受伤害 所以宁愿 安静的等待 不怕空白 我继续 东：等待 尊：明白 儒：等待
ok yea, here's the song lyrics... it's reflecting my feelings nowww... except for some parts luh...
haix.
i'm really really very sad
erm, personal matters basically. sorry i'm not really gonna say about my results; i don't feel like saying about it.
first, let me say something to this person, i will name this person y
NUMBER ONE: whatever that you are going to think of me, whatever our friendship will die off or stays,
i can only say that i don't mean it.
i don't intend to take over your place or whatever, cox everyone has their own stand and you are not the emperor and i'm not the crown prince where i will take over your place after you "die".
NUMBER TWO, if you are still feeling depressed over yesterday during chi lesson de thing, i can only tell you that what's the point even if you are in the same group with them? you may just shrug your shoulders and complain or whatever... then let me ask you, previous projects all of you group together.. cindy group with gladys chang they all, you group with they all, then did you cared about MY feelings at that time? you all have your own groups, fine, i can understand, and please, it's not only once, it's more than once, did i even say anything? plus, i had to di sheng xia qi(very humbly) to beg ppl to take me into their group. you think i feel happy? sorry not once. and, think about the situation now, it's DIFFERENT. i can only say that it's different, even if you are really in a group with them, you think you'll feel happy, you think they will feel happy? it is only awkward luh. and what you want us to say yesterday? sorry, please find your own group, we are not gonna heck care you(of course, kinda exaggerated luh)....
i know i know i know, you might be like damn pissed off now, after reading this, or even, you might want to bash me up, i can only say, this is what i feel, if you can shrug your shoulders and blog as you want in your blog, then this is my blog, and for god's sake, my blog's url is I JUST WANNA BE MYSELF, so i'm blogging what i feel lors....
secondly, i want to say smth to this person w,
i feel that our distance is getting further and further, with those two you-know-who ppl always with you, i find it hard to even say a little things to you, i have so much to say, yet i can't say to you. i really very sad. but, how can i express my feeling? i really very tong ku very tong ku, you understand mah? maybe, maybe all of you see that i'm behaving like a kindergarten child playing around, laughing, smiling, but after all these playing, when i'm alone, it only reminds me of the pain i'm having. we're friends and best friends since like last year and i really really am afraid to lose you as my best friend. maybe, you see that i'm very close to wenyi, always call her, talk to her, but what else can i do? sometimes, i feel envy, no, maybe jealous of the two ppl luh, they go out with you, talk to you, sit with you, like almost everything you are doing together now. sometimes, i feel that i, your friend, i should say best friend, hao xiang yi jing mei you shen me di wei le, plus we didn't had any big quarrels recently, it's just the distance silently drifting apart. if i had a choice to turn things over, i rather i lose everything than to lose my best friend. this kinda things is even more painful than any other things. it's more painful than you-know-who ignoring me. i'm afraid, really afraid.......
thirdly, i want to say smth to this person h, not really say luh but, aiyar! i don't know how to say luh!
okok, so erm, i dunno what is between us now, still friends or what?
if you had found out, and you're ignoring me because of this, well, what can i say?
history is repeating, i can sense it.
i mean, please luh, compare the difference.
in the past, we're like still quite close, hmm, talk like quite often luh, but you see now, it's either that you say that your sms is gonna burst or don't reply me. please, can someone let me forget about you?
i'm very very tired, sorry, really very tired.
can i don't continue to like you?
please, my heart is tired, my brain is tired, i really feel like giving up, but i can't bear to.
if, if i don't like you anymore, will things be different in future?
if i don't like you anymore, can we be good friends back?
if i don't like you anymore, i can really let go?
if, if, ifs...
我真的累了，可以有人让我的记忆停在5岁的时候吗？
这样的话，我会快了些。
距离，为何世间上有距离？
我不想这个词儿出现在属于我跟你的字典上。
我不想再假装开心，我只想做回我自己。
若真的疯了，那该有多好。
thanks wenyi for helping me post...

the sky's falling... YO.

woohoo! okok, i know i know our results are PATHETIQUE, but well, what's done is done right?
no use crying over spilt milk.
yay!
so instead of keep blaming yourself for the marks, why not think ahead?
i mean, don't dwell in this kind of unhappiness what right?
for what? seriously for what? to make you feel even sadder and get depression?
so so so so stay happy luh!
if you don't have enough laughter in your life, i'll give you mine, cox they are abundant to me.
if you are feeling sad, pass some on to me, i need some sadness in my life to make me stop being mad.
so, are these two points valid enought to make you stop being unhappy?
okokokok, i know i'm not having some sense here, but yea, whatever!
anw, i finally PASSED MATH!
i don't yearn for that swensen's treat ms ho is giving, because, she's has been too kind to us to give us that treat!
oh please, ms ho has given us those extra lessons to ppl like me who're poor in math in her own free time.
she don't need to give us those lessons, she could have let her "die" our own.
but i can tell she's put in alota effort in teaching, and i'm GRATEFUL to her.
even if you dislike her to whatever core, can you please like say thank you to her (for those who had attented her extra lessons and well, ppl whom she had taught)
i think she deserves that gratitude.
well, well.
anw, had CO today.
i tell you, it was damn damn damn hot in the afternoon!
but despite the warm weather, i felt sleepy.
gosh. anw, i don't know what's wrong with my whatever.
why xinying, felicia(sec3), kylie and michelle(chairwoman) keep laughing at my whatever???
and i can tell you that they were quite pissed off with me luh, hah! cox i'm MAD.
can someone help me stop madness?
btw,
16/MARJORIE,This girl, everyone used to ANTI her. But I didn’t. I thought she was seriously LES but neh,I volunteered to sit beside her. (: Nice girl, really. ;D
http://zazezozu.blogspot.com/
don't believe? go click the link above!
yay! thank you izza! for remembering that we were a group during semester one!
she's a darling, this great great girl!
kinda crazy at times luh, but but but but, puh-lease, i'm not LES.
gosh. i didn't know she had volunteered to sit beside meeeeeeee....
i will miss you, my dear friends, the 2e7 of 2008,
the times we shared, the happiness, the scoldings, the lessons, the fun, the everything.
even though even though i know i'm not that close with some you people uh huh, and some of you really didn't like me that much, but at least you all still treated me with kindness and i treasure that most.
whoa, time flies, i didn't even had the time to have a proper talk with everyone of you and here it is, the goodbye.
no matter where we go to in future, no matter if we are still in contact or have been forgotten, no matter what we're gonna do, no matter what no matter what, i'll still rmb this class. yes, i will.
goodbye 2e7, hello the memories.
ohhh gosh! can you belive it? i'm tearing in front of my comp, please please oh please!
i don't wanna be so weak!
okokok, be strong, ok? it's not the last goodbye!
mama, someone save me proper.
POON ZHEN YING MARJORIE, please stop listening to jay chou's sadest ever cai hong(rainbow) can?
and you'll stop crying.
gosh, memories of me crying and crying like dunno what and even trying to slash myself while listening to this song is coming back!
POON ZHEN YING MARJORIE! oh gosh! i'm ashamed to be your soul!
but but but, it's the truth what! if not for cindy tay, i really would have slashed myself!
POON ZHEN YING MARJORIE! can you just shuddup for a moment!
nononono! wait luh, i still got alota things to say! hey you're only my soul! i'm the main body! why should i listen to you?
POON ZHEN YING MARJORIE! oh gosh, be careful, i leave you alone, then you're really dead!!!!
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sorry! mental default guyys!
---------------MENTAL DEFAULT----------------
err.
well, i'm normal again.
anw, THANK YOU SEE WENYI! for always helping mee to post! thank you thank you! :D
ilovemycliques, really i do but i'm NOT les... argh.
heyy, darls, don't so sian alr ok?
i'm always here for everyone of you de!
when the sky falls, just say YO.
and i'll appear and put the sky back.
i'm not that super, i just have the powers.
ok, so
say cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese with me! :D
cya guys! :D

UNEXPECTANCY

well ppl, sincere thanks again to wenyi yea, great alien she had been these few dayys uhs.
well, it was quite fun on saturday i should say
i stress again on the word QUITE
the tanboyue outing
but the most sad sad sad thing was that the sec4 seniors and seniors who had graduated did not appear yea.
and there were like less than twennie ppl who turned up...
i had expected more ppl to come
haix..
anw, i was rather stupid that dayy
first i overslept..
i had ta wake up at 2++ to enjoy a nice long bath
in the end, i woke up at 3.30pm, which like damn late since we were to meet at bedok's bus station which is at the intersection between the mrt and the bus inter.
so i used 15 mins, which like i broke my own record, it was the like fastest ever that i bath?
HAHAHA
then using 5 mins, i dug out my GAME OF THE LIFE from dunno where and i ended up in sweat.
in another 10 mins, i went to the bus stop and before that, i saw a bus coming from far to the bus stop, which was a double decker and is confirm 69, the bus i had to take then i RUN. i run from like how far away.
damn, and i missed the bus.
which in the end was considered lucky or else i would have waited there for like 1 hour.
then after that,
i waited for like 15mins before i saw anyone. hahs
so so so aft that it's about the outing alr, which i don't really have the energy to update on...

haix...
anw on sat morning, had pipa lesson
and damn glad that ding didn't pick much on my lun zhi
yea. thank god.
then aft that, cindy and i went to the bedok south market which is opposite tjc
and soo we took 31.
we alighted at the RIGHT BUS STOP but in the end, we walked in the WRONG DIRECTION. and it's all MY FAULT.
so we ended further and further away to like block 500 plus where the market is like at block 18.
and on the road, i was like believing that in front would be the market.
sure to have lost dunno how many calories after such a walk...
haix. i have no sense of direction.
so if you wanna go out with me, you must have a good sense of direction, so that it won't be the case where the both of us go missing. unless the place is very familiar luh.
so in the end, i called up my mum and the first reaction she had was, "why you so stupid????" as i had expected.
so with her guide, we took 225 to the bedok inter and then take 29 to there.
and i was like FINALLY and TOUCHED when i finally got there..
what an ADVENTURE.
please please, next time get ppl with good senses of direction to go out with me.
not that cindy don't have one, she just didn't go there before.
and she nearly strangled me on the way.

okokok i know this is total boredom, but well to "entertain" you ppl and myself since there's nth to do now.
shit. there's CO on tues. and please please don't let ding come
she will kill me with her demonic powers.
and my lan dao bu neng zai lan de tan fa, she will strangle me to death.
ohh. fu cut her hair, and she look nice!
haha
i'm bored.
plus my parents are locking me at home!
i'm rather angry with them luh.
i feel no freedom. absolutely none.
and i don't think age gap's the problem.
some of my other friends are the only child and they have a larger age gap with their parents than with my case.
it's something to do with their mindset luh.
haix.. whatever.
can i grow up a little weeny bit faster?
haix. wish i could have the bucks to be a pastry chef. i wanna bake lovely cakes, nice tarts and whatever..
just those kind of chefs who make sweet stuff.
reallly, i wanna be one when i grow up.
anyone free to sponsor my overseas learning?
hah!
maybe i'll go korea or italy or paris or wherever nice to learn.
sponsors?
hah!
okok. i WILL come back after mastering all these skills.
but i'm quite stupid luhs..
anyone have the same aspirations to accompany me learn?
yea. mum's coming so gotta go. update next time yea?

i love my people. thanx loads wenyi once more for posting for me...

say cheeeeeeese with me! :D

hehe! okok... thanx thanx SEE WEN YI a.k.a retarded alien for helping me post... thank you thank you!
yay! anw, tmw's the last paper for home ec students! revise le mah! no lazing hor! even though it's not a very important paper uhs.
ok, i'm feeling so so soooooooooo bored down here!
can more peepo be online?????
i'm freaking bored.

yay! and i can tell you guys that i totally gone CRAZY today uhs.
i love "raping" cindy
think you guys will freak out [for those who don't know that i'm known for pian chi pian he pian cai pian "se"-- sowwies i dunno the english translation]
yea. ok i miss talking to him uhs.
though i did see him today at close distance...
hehehe
ok.. and i had this real stupid funny dream for dunno which day.
mas selamat was like my bf???
gosh. i really freaked out in that dream.
actually it wasn't mas selamat de.
it was a sweeeeeeeeeeeet dream at first
with everything sweeet and nice
BUT! oh gosh. when i was about to dream finish...
mas selamat had to appear at that time
thank god my mum woke me up
i wouldn't have further imagine that dream
ohhs. idiot. you ppl had better not come laughing at meee after reading the above uhs

oh. and another dream which is like LEGALLY and MEDICALLY ridiculous
you'll understand the LEGALLYand MEDICALLY part later on
oh reminder: it's a DREAM uh
ok so. i was bringing my close cliques to a room, hmm or should i say it's not a room laaa. it's like a shop converted to a "home"
in a way rundown alley
and i knocked on this door, and whispered some numbers to the ppl
so i was their regular customer
and then i led my close cliques in...
and it was a drug room
and it was LEGAL to take drugs.
so all of us went in, and they give each of us a 'high" pill which is like in yellow colour and looks like strepsils [due to eating too much strepsils that week]
well, that's what drugs are for; to make you high
so so we like go "high" in that room for like dunno how long
and we were passing this corridor to go out.
and those ppl give us a ornage colour pill each
which is to so-called dispel the toxins of the drugs taken in the body
so that you're safe
cool right?!
yea. of course, this dream is not only like that de laa
still got lots of details which i can't add in or i'll be dead
so ask mee personally if you wanna know
i'll do a biodata check on you first before considering to tell you anot.
hehe.
whoa. long long post! are you all bored???

ohyep! and of course the most most important thing laaa.
HAPPEA BIRTHDAY CINDY TAY!
whey.. don't say i this buddy not friend enough hor...
very big de happea birthday lehhs
thanx thanx thanx for being my best friend for like since the day we're best friends...
and and sorry sorry sorry X a cillions for oweing you your birthday present
damn sorry
my dear girl,
since the day we've become best budds,
i've lived days with unexpectancy and surprises[of course, this applies to every good friend i have; must gong wei ta (make her feel happy) mahh, it's her birthday]
of course, i treasure the happy and sad times. why sad also? cox those were the days you gave me the strength to go on
we shared the secrets, we shared the joy, we shared the troubles; we shared almost everything.
this year, i should say it had been very happening for the both of us.
loads of things happened.
mostly, those things happened on me.
i was very depressed for quite some time.
and, if it wasn't for you[and the cliques] who gave me the strength to go on,
i wouldn't have go on till today.
i don't know what to say
except for the formal "thanx for everything".

看不见你的时候，会
思念
看到你的时候，又会开始想，会
再看到你吗？
原来，原来，已经不知不觉地
爱上你了。
-- my creation

yay! i love my cliques!
lastly, thanx a willions again to wenyi for helping me post this on my blog [i type it out, send to her, and she help me post]!!!!

say cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese with marjorie!

hellos!!!!!!! hi ppl i'm finally backk!!!!!!!! anw, i gonna get upgrade fer my internet by this sunday!!! MIO! hahas... quite happy de laaa... hope aft this no more prblms fer internet... anw, let's continue with our thanksgiving!

EP 2!

Gladys Chang! yox... haha chang chang is always so funny! nvr fail to lead us in proj! got damn loads of good points in her laa! i think i will marry her if i'm a guy lors! den dun nid do housework! haha :DD

Carrie Wan! th curry of all! most councilor among all of us! everytime will ask us tuck in shirt de! hehehe

Yuan Xiao Lei! beloved! how will i forget you lehs?? hahaah... love you so... thanx fer always being there; i will rmb you 4eva de!

whoas! brain kena stuck... can't think of who to thank... anw, thank you everybody, who have been with me all this while, sharing my problems, my joy, my sad, everything! you are all the best of all!!!!!!!!! Love ya! :DDDD

yox ppl!!!!!!! looooooooooooooooong times no updates
anw, i will be posting some pics of the homecoming soon...
hahas
BAN A FILMS!!!
hahas... those who stayed till quitee late, you should know what happened..
it was a quite good dinner hahas
update on these when i put photos..
anw, this is the main topic..............


PEOPLE I WANNA THANK (everyone has the same rank! otherwise stated so):

cindyy tay... thanx fer always putting up with me and being my loanshark ... you never fail to lend me your listening ears when i had troubles... needa thank you loads... :D

law pei qi aka polly... you never fail to make me laugh when i try hard not to.. i really love your cells; hahas... thanx fer going crazy with me at times... :D

see wen yi... the adviser, the wise, i can always depend on you to help solve my prblms... really love you loads!! and the free kickapoos huh! :D

rubyang... thanx fer confiding in me... cox you know that i will always be there fer you guyx.. i really love you alot!!! :D

felicia... hahas.. this girl is so special, you dun needa do anything and i can love you so... you are cutex man girl! :D

joanne... belovveds, you are so kind to me, i will always rmb the moments we spent together, they are too sweeeeeet... :D

bro ye chan... hahas.. you can just brighten my day with every single message you sent... haha.. i really feel better everytime i tell you my problems; even though you might not be able to solve them... :DD

hahas.. i shall name this person mr kind since he claims himself to be kind... yea, you should know aft i describe you huh! hahas, its so funny the way we started having a closer friendship.. yea... haha.. i know you don't really like listening to me at times but will still patiently reply me.. yea thanx loads; you are really mr kind! :D

you-know-who... erm yea, how should i say? well, maybe sometimes we will have quarrels over you know abt me liking you.. but i really can't bear to hurt you... hahas. i know we will never be together, but i still wanna thank you fer letting me continue to love you, even when sometimes you do hurt me deeply. i know it wasn't purposely, but just too much stress i have given you. i promise i promise i will think before doing anything that concerns you... you really let me understand the real meaning of many things..

so guyx, let me end here first kay?? ep 2 of my thanksgiving will continue soon... links will be put up soon too... patience ppl PATIENCE!!!

p.s hahas.. i'm abit too emotional at home today.....

hahas hello ppl. finally got ta chance to update......sowwies to dissapoint those who wanted me to link them cox the linking got problem...... anyways, i can't help but LOVE Legolas, the elven prince in the Lord Of The Rings... he is goddamn cute in the show with his long white hair and simply amazing arrow shooting skills!! hope you guys did caught the show on channel 5 on saturday at 7.30pm... next week there's the finale of the whole show... the return of the king... do catch it if you haven't! it's really strongly recommended and loved... i have watch it like dunno how many times and i still dun get tired of it! especially nice of you're feeling sleepy; it can energized you! but you may feel sian at times cox some part of it, the actors speak real softly and you can't really catch it that well, unless you have the dvd and you can pause and replay... hahas.... really do catch it! ohyea... i was quite blurr last sat... after science tuition, i took bus 34 and from the wrong bus stop and i landed in changi airport! those who i called should know la~ supposedly if i took the bus from the opposite stop, which is to cross the overbridge to the bus stop and take bus 34, it will take me home...but i didn't cross the overhead bridge... den i saw bus 34 when i was on the way to the bus stop den i thought, "hey, bus 34! i can take it and reach home earlier to be in time for Lord Of The Rings!" cox in my memory, i knew once when i took 34 from somewhere that bus stop, which was to CROSS THE OVERHEAD BRIDGE, i could reach home fast! in the end, as the bus moved along the highway, i was like OMG, where on earth is this bus taking me to?! i'm supposed to go home! den i was like so scared... smsed my bro, called up friends... den in the end, i went to ask the bus driver whether the bus will go back to tampines and he said yes, i was like so relieved..... den the next blur thing was, the Lord Of The Rings start at 7.30pm, not 7, den i was like, aiyar, why am i so blur?????????? hahas, gimme the Blur Queen award baa!!!! hehes...:D

molly[new nick polly a.k.a peiqi gimme..., there's still yolly(yishing), rolly(ruby), wolly(wenyi), colly(cindy) and loads more of -ollys....] signing off~

CO CAMP!!!!!!

hahas i'm so weird... only now then say about co camp..... anw, i was leader with jupeng in group 2.... so damn tiring! i just wanna reflect how i had performed during the camp...
during the camp, for throughout, i think i didn't do well enough as a leader lors. i dunno why la, but the things that i had planned of what to do couldn't be done. like i wanted to interact more with the group but i dunno why, i just can't??? damn it. i dun think i'm really making much sense. but i just dunno how to express myself. then erm, nvm.... let me try. okks. so then i was a bit irritated by my group members laa.. i wun say names. then sometimes they like dun wanna cooperate den i have to think of ways to bond them together. but like i was already very tired la. den i'm those kind of person where i dun like ppl to restrict me and i want freedom of doing things my own way. but then since i had to work with jupeng, then i cannot do things my own de mahs. so ok lors.. i like let him do it his way or whatever laas. but overall i still think my group was already trying their best to participate in this camp le and i think the problem lies with me la. so three cheers for group 2! hip hip hurray! hip hip hurray! hip hip hurray! i love my belovveds group 2! just one pointer for the juniors who might be leaders in camp next year: you have to be able to lead yourself first before you are able to lead others. if you can't, then LEARN! anyways, sorry if i'm not making sense in this post cox my mind is not that clear right now...... hahas... CO i will still love you always!!!!!! muax...

heeelos ppl! this is my new blog! i will relink my previous blog to here! hope you like it! :D