Sometimes, I feel so much like giving up.
No, I mean everyday ever since you didn't appear, I feel like giving up.
It's so hard to keep all the pain within.
Especially when you're waiting for someone who seems to never return, who seems to never cared, never loved, never treasured.
I don't even know why I'm so hopeful too.
It's tough to keep having your hopes held high up and when you know the answer, it's just an instant crash back to reality.
And you know you don't have the right to hold me back, not after you didn't try at all to make me stay.
So is it okay if I stop trying so hard?
Is it okay if I gradually let go now?
Is it okay if
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
It's too late for me to give up already.
两年了, 爱上了, 追上了, 落后了, 失去了, 找不到了。
没见到你的这六个月来, 你还好吗?
有没有曾想起过我?
我过得不好, 因为没看到你。
而你, 却一直浮现在我脑海里。
忘不掉啊。
因为只看得到你的好, 其他人的好, 再好也看不透, 再好也学不会去欣赏他们的好。
对啊, 其实你也没那么的绝对, 没那么多理由让我把执著放在你身上。
可是, 那么久了, 就算分析清楚了, 还是放不下。
也许真的很傻,也很不可理喻吧?
但是对于你, 我真的办不到。
至少在再一次看到你之前, 我心里的位置还是属于你的。
Because without you here, everything else's happiness is not complete enough.
My laughter is not complete, my smiles are not complete,
I'm not complete.
Can't get my heart focused on studying when all my mind is about you. and even more not so when you've taken my heart along with you.
Missing you more than ever my love.
Sigh. Why am I always having emotional break downs before tests/exams?
Thought I wasn't capable of crying any more but you proved me wrong.
I wasn't supposed to cry any more.
Not after I haven't seen you in such a long time.
Not after I fell for someone else.
Not after I'm starting to forget how it felt like whenever I see you.
But then, stupid little things that reminded me of you still got me tearing.
Even that failed confession didn't hurt so much like how much I miss you.
Why?
Why why why?
I thought you didn't matter any more.
I thought I could really let go.
But the more I tried moving forward, my heart still stays in the past, it still stays at the place where I last saw you.
I miss you, I really do, so would you please just appear once? Please?
I'm really so stupid, how could I have fell so deep into someone whom I don't know at all?
Not after I haven't seen you in such a long time.
Not after I fell for someone else.
Not after I'm starting to forget how it felt like whenever I see you.
But then, stupid little things that reminded me of you still got me tearing.
Even that failed confession didn't hurt so much like how much I miss you.
Why?
Why why why?
I thought you didn't matter any more.
I thought I could really let go.
But the more I tried moving forward, my heart still stays in the past, it still stays at the place where I last saw you.
I miss you, I really do, so would you please just appear once? Please?
I'm really so stupid, how could I have fell so deep into someone whom I don't know at all?
It's true that I'm not good enough for anyone.
I'm not good enough as a friend, as a big sister, as a person or even just being a girl.
