明知道爱情并不牢靠 但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢 但是我还是相信只是煎熬
朋友都劝我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累 假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给 这才真正的可笑
爱得太真 太容易让自己牺牲 太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分 但是我还奋不顾身
明知道爱情并不牢靠 但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢 但是我还是相信只是煎熬
朋友都劝我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累 假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给 这才真的真正可笑
爱得太真 太容易让自己牺牲 太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分 但是我还奋不顾身
可能 在爱里面这样算笨可能 永远没有所谓永恒
但是我不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨
爱得太真 太容易让自己牺牲 太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分 但是我还奋不顾身
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但我相信有点可能

我真的非常非常喜欢你。

Haix, don't know when will it be again when we next meet! Hope that we won't have to wait long, starting to miss her alr )':

MISSING MY BEST FRIENDS TOO.

Love that magical feeling I always get when I see you.

my favourite Eng song for now(:

OFFICIAL MV.

To: Cindaaay

Hey girl,
how long has it been since we've known each other?
it's been pri 5 till now, 6 years and counting.
i remember the first time i got to know you was during our Sichuan trip with pcs.
have i told you before?
you're one of the friends whom i've got the feeling that i have to have this friend no matter what just upon first sight. (no it's not love at first sight!)
and true enough, you're now one of my best friends!!!
there's nothing i can ever do enough to thank you for always being there.
Sorry for being such a bad friend, and not being one that's good enough to let you share your troubles and thoughts with.
I know that my appearance in your life have caused you a lot of troubles and upsets and i've always been doing things that irritate you or to anger you.
I'm really sorry, bffl(best friend for life) sometimes i really don't mean it, and sometimes i admit, was intentional to try to make some fun out of it, even though it was often too late to realise that i've gone too far.

Last year had been one of our worst year ever.
First part of the year was due to my frequent moodswings.
Because then, you were my only closest best friend but yet, it seems like you were always closer to other people than me and i was really upset as it felt like i no longer had a place in your heart anymore. Everytime i see you with someone else enjoying your time so much more than you were with me, i really didn't know what to do and i was really jealous, angry and sad.
Moreover, nothing you do could make me hate you completely. Nothing.
Because no matter how angry i am with you, at the end of the day, you just can't be kicked out of my top 10 friends list.
See how important you are!!!

Nice, you called me while i was blogging about you. haha. :D
anw, we'll walk out of all this together(:
we've already been through so much, it shows that the friendship between us will be unbreakable, i hope.
I LOVE YOU, CINDY!!!!!

sometimes i imagine of us walking together to work when we are adults, tearing at each other's wedding, bringing our kids to the same school etc.
but let's make our friendship last even longer than that.
i really don't know what would have happen if you've never stepped into my life.
thank you for being here, bffl!!!

BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER + HANDS UP(:

just as his name, Taeyang, suggests, he's just as vibrant as the sunshine! yea, his name means sunshine. haha. omggg, he's so cute la. k bye. LOL.

but you're so much cuter than him!

Went to Sentosa ytd with class as a farewell outing for Mr Wong.

ytd was filled with tears and joy.

all of us really couldn't bear to let this most awesomeeeeee teacher leave!!!

i haven't been taught by this awesome teacher, but he certainly has taught me values in life which are more important than what's in the textbook.

and nevertheless, he's never given up on any of us and has always been there to give us all the support and encouragement we need.

THANK YOU MR WONG!!!

wherever you are, wherever we are, we'll always think of you!

i promise that i'll complete my AS soon and i'll work hard for my other subjects too and not let you down(:

this week have been really eventful.

on monday, i went to TP for the dpa interview.

not that bad i guess, i hope both novy and i can get selected!!

tuesday, school as usual, and it was novy's turn for the interview.

wednesday, nothing much.

thursday, nothing much as well.

friday was my worst day. but it's the same day where i witness how strong and weak friendships can be and how many ppl have stood by me and given me encouragement.

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! [hope you received my sms(: ]

saturday was the farewell thing.

today, sunday, staying at home fb-ing and blogging till now. gotta do hw later, there's a lot of hw this weekend!! )):

ohya, the shandong buddies are coming tmw!!! so excited!

omg, i really really hope that my buddy's in the group! i miss her a lot:/

and i miss our shandong trip man, can we have SD outing again? haha.

okok, i gtg alr. i'll update when i get the chance(:

bye! JY for everything! dpa, dsa, prelims, O levels, (in case i can't use comp anymore)

and the best part about this week was our recounciliation!:D

bloghopped a while today.
and i found that i should be so seriously shameful of myself because i've been wasting time for the past 6 months and if i don't do something soon, another month will yet be gone to waste.
and guess what? (no, it's not break time)
O levels is in 100 days time, according to benedict on fb.
and i have less than a month left to my practical exam.
next week's common test.
i could have just gone FML and leave everything to fate but NO, i'm not going to do so.
i want to take control of my life.
i've got plans for my future, i tell them to people but i didn't take any actions to fulfill them.
so isn't my plans gonna be just____________, empty?
NO MORE EMPTY TALK MARJORIE!
and if you see me wasting my time again, please please please remind me not to do so ok.
NO MORE PROCRASTINATIONS!
off to studying(:
if only you would really say that.

hello ppl!
hehe.
one word,

In AS lab now. seriously dunno how to do my portfolio!
and i'm like so damn tired and i feel so much like sleeping.
ok, random post!
BYE.
didn't know that i could go so crazy over you.

who cares what happened in the past?
let go and move on.
what matters is the present and the future.

love you forever!:DD

hey guys, admist the long day we had today, did you remember that today's the

haix. i miss tw! ok bye. update more next time:)

haven't been blogging for )&*^@$#%$^%^&!!!
my blog's filled with dust!
haha.
anws, i'm seriously starting to get tired of school.
i will wish to go straight home to sleep everyday.
but because of ___________________(you guess yourself:D) that i force myself to go school.
D:
why did school turn out to be such a miserable thing?!
i quite like school, actually.
haix.
anws, combined humanities lessons distaste me nowadays.
MM keep picking on me:(
seriously, i don't think i didn't pay attention during her lessons.
SHE THINK TOO MUCH!
my first impression of her was not that bad one.
but for every CH lesson now, i will hope and hope and hope that mrs cross will be the one coming in to teach us la.
she's such a nice teacher!!
yay, done with my grumbles:)

went out to study with cindy, adilah and yun kit today:)
but didn't do anth constructive at all!!
all because of HYK la, play and play and play.
but, he treated us to food and drinks:)
why is it only today that i think that you're a little bit nice?! HAHA.
jk la.
sisters, don't jue jiao with me ah!!
can imagine the scene of yishing saying, "wo yao gen ni jue jiao!" *pouts*
haha.
let's go out someday tgt, with EVERYONE present!:DD
*looking forward to that day* :)

hmm, i seem to be unable to cope with schoolwork.
and piano theory exam is coming in a month's time!
can someone teach me the intervals?!?!?!
D:

gtg!
post next time!:)
should i break my promise to you or keep to it?