I know it's always my own fault for behaving like that.
Whenever someone close to me shows indications that he/she is close to someone else too, I can't help but just start closing myself to them.
It just feels to me that since you've got someone better, you don't need me, I will be better off alone ain't it so?
I care too much, I care too much for too many people.
I become that sensitive bitch who starts suspecting everyone's gonna leave me soon and they don't need and love me any more.
Like now, I become sensitive towards every little thing.
It doesn't even matter that you're talking to someone else while talking to me at the same time.
Why the hell do I even mind so much?