Time passes too fast.

I feel like I'm too caught up with present life that it leaves me no time to go back to old friends.

I miss all of you so much. Really.

Am I still not used to the new chapter of my life or am I just too sentimental?

I know you're probably on the verge of asking me to stop dwelling on the past and move on but that's it, you don't get how I'm feeling right now.

There seems to be nothing for me to move forward to when as I go along, I get distant to people whom I once shared such intimate relationship with.

You tell me this is life, losing people along the way and all,

but can't you see?

They made my life.

Without them, my life is akin to nothing.

 I love you, those people who mean to me.
Do I really still have to list out who?
You know who you are.
Even though I may deny and say I don't like you in your face, but it's always the same people I keep going back to at the end of the day.

And that, means something.

The truth is, my heart still skips a beat whenever I think of you, I'm still hopeful.


Till I get an answer, I'll not stop trying.

Too often in life, we take each living day for granted.

We expect to fall asleep in the night and still open our eyes the next morning.

What if, one day we never do?

I think about death quite often actually.

Just two nights ago, I was thinking about my own funeral and I was thinking about what is so scary about dying.

Is it the pain of having to be cremated, to be buried or to be left breathless and motionless forever?

I realised it wasn't any of the above.

It is the pain of having to leave everything behind in this world and the pain the living is going to endure of your passing.

And I won't want to leave with any regrets or unaccomplished things I wanted to do.

But it is really hard not to take things for granted when expectations of your own future come so naturally.

Like I expect that I will graduate, find a job, get married, have kids then die eventually.
Well, I believe I'm not the only one who hold such expectations of life, right?

Btw, don't judge me from my recent posts!
I'm a happy girl, really!
It's just that a lot of such stuff get to me some times.

Here's something happy! ^^














HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEI QI!

Even though we celebrated your birthday like really late, I still hope we made your day!
Love you girl, although I'm the one in the clique who make you angry most often (I guess so)!

Okay, I'm like finally done!
You know what, I took 2 days to write this post 'cos I was so stuck with writing and without pictures.
Shall try to blog more often, I promise!
Even Wenyi also got blog leh! *feels ashamed*

See you soon! (:
Kthxbai.