HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENYIII!!!!!!!! <3

love you always and thank you for everything!! i'll never forget what you've done for me!

haha, so sorry for this very short birthday tribute to wenyi! but i gotta go! it's 15 mins left to 2010!

byebye! cya:)

15 mins left!!

and in 2010, i'll still continue to love you.

hello ppl!
i know some of you are waiting for me to blog about my birthday yesterday!!
one great example is SEE WEN YI!
haha. she kept asking me to say about my birthday!
i sound so bu yao lian. haha.
WARNING: LONG POST AHEAD!! with lots of exclamation marks:)
well, i spent my very first second of my birthday looking at kim hyun joong's picture!!
so cool right?! hehe.
and LPQ sweetly send me the first birthday wish at exactly 00:00!
she told me she waited till the exact time to wish me happy birthday!
so sweet of her.
then, clarice and chu qing wished me happy birthday:D
btws, happy birthday clarice!
she had her birthday just one day before mine:)

i won't say thank you yet, because the day isn't over yet:D
haha.
but i'm currently warmed with happiness because many ppl have wished me a
"Happy Birthday" and catching up with old friends.
talking about old times, current life and plans to meet up again.
can i list my birthday wishes first?!
haha.
Birthday Wishes:D
#1, that i can spent a happy day with sisters:) [currently, this wish have came somewhat true, but swy was missing!! and twc too:)] and that sisters to be tgt forever:D
#2, for my mum, ganma and two other lovely aunties to strike lottery tonight!!
#3, that he'll remember and wish me happy birthday:)

3 simple wishes and i hope they'll come true:)

everyone else can forget, but i want you to remember.

because 10 years later, i still want to be in contact with you.

sianx.
there's still piles of homework and i don't have any momentum at all to touch any of them.
not to mention tution homework and theory work to be done at the same time.
spare meee~
i have only ONE life.
haha. like everyone else too.

went to play badminton today.
with ruby, rui xiang, randal and junyi :))
rui xiang is full of excuses! HAHA.
whenever he can't hit the shuttlecock or play not that well, he'll go,
"no la, is because of the wind"
"no la, i purposely let you win one, so that you have more points"
"no la, is because i trial only"
etc etc etc.
see, full of excuses~ haha.
ohh, and at about 3, these pri 2 kids came in.
and thereafter, we asked them if they want to play with us.
THEY DAO US!!!
then there's this boy starting saying,
"you only know how to speak chinese ah?"
pissed, i went,"no ok, i also know how to speak ENGLISH"
then the boy went, "i know canto."
me,"i know also. i also know teochew."
his friends then say what they know hokkien also, bla bla bla.
WTH, they are pri 2!!!
how can they be so impolite and they know what sex all those stuff and talk about it like it's everyday stuff.
i thought kids at the age of 8 should be talking about cartoon/ homework or just something childish?!
can't imagine what they'll be like 10 yrs later...

well, after like almost 3 hrs of badminton, we went to the food court and some stuff.
tomyam soup!
spicy and sour.
so shiok, ahah.
then we started talking about ghost stories.
haha.
then after that we went home.
LOL.
this is such a typical the-man-went-out-stepped-on-dog-shit-and-went-home story.
haha.
and seriously, i should pack my room!
clear out unwanted stuff and make everything neat.
i've been talking about revamping my room since the start of the year till now and nothing constructive has been done.
maybe i should force my mum to clear my room with me one fine day.
since her stuff are in my room as well.
ok, that's for all today, you guys had enough of words.
byee. and cya:D
i love you, ok? i really don't know how i'm going to keep my word to stop liking you. because you've been the one i think about every single moment i'm awake and the one i dream about almost every night. i don't ever want to lose you.

yo!
blogging again!
haha.
ok, talk about tuesday when i went bugis with my ganma, qin yin and her mum.
we went window-shopping and at OG, we tried like more than 10pieces of dresses there!
LOL. for fun one la.
where got $$ to buy?!
each piece costs like about $70 and above.
i want to earn money!!
then i can buy the dress i like so much....
hehe.

this dress! haha. ok la, can't really tell how pretty the dress is in the photo.
but it's one of the dress i like most after trying like !#%^&* pieces.
and it fits me!
and the material soft soft one, very nice to wear.
i miss the dress!
haha.
hmm, the dresses that we both like a lot and want to buy!
but then hor, come to think of it, maybe i can buy other even nicer dresses?
hahaha.
*self-consoles*
yi shing bought 4 pieces of clothes in one day!!
"hate" her.
i want go shopping too!
roars.
nothing to do at home la.
so sian.
do homework do homework do homework.
everyday do also will sian one mah.
haix.
wants to go out badly!
ok, stop here.
bye:D
i will never forget you.

whoa!
i'm going out today!
going bugis with my since-baby-jiu-ren-shi friend.
hmm, but she's one year younger than me.
guess i will update more later!
bye:D
i still care, but it just hurts too much to make me care.

accompanied ganma to SGH for checkup today:)
i so guai right? haha.
currently talking to pei qi on the phone:D
and hence the title for today:)
bet ayl, ys and felicia are jealous!!
hehe:D
discussing about how lousy S'pore shows are...
haha. no offence.
ohh, eleanor help me bought a transparent umbrella and stickers from Daiso:)
they're so cute! haha, i love them!
thanks ele:)
ok, i think i'll update again tmw:D
bye!
give me time to stop liking you. idk how long i'll take, but i will try.

had tecc performance ytd.
i think it was ok.
except that we totally screwed up for lao shu qu qin.
anws, this is my new blogskin! haha.
but there's still some problems with it, like the pic can't see etc etc.
i think i'll just leave it for a while.
i have more impt things to do right now.
i want to get things right once and for all.
and i believe you won't want this matter to be bothering you too.
ok, inside stuff i was refering to earlier on.
shall not elaborate.
my right arm's hurting like mad now.
i knocked into some hard stuff at backstage ytd while protecting my pipa from zou yin.
it didn't hurt that much ytd and i thought it'll be better today but i have no idea why it's hurting like that now.
forget it. i don't care anw. that's not my concern now.
oh.
and THANK YOU to all who went to our tecc performance ytd:)
hope you guys enjoyed and didn't fall asleep.
haha.
gotta go.
i've haven't ate anth at all, not even a drop of water since i woke up at 11am this morning till now, which is going to be 4pm alr.
bye. posting pics next post.
is it that you don't even give a damn or that you're just trying to avoid?

yo!
finally back after MIA for so long.
anws, i'm starting to like combined again!!
there was a period of time when i feared combined, because i don't know how to play the songs.
but actually, after today, i realised that i learn faster during combineds!
yay yay yay.
haha.
desperately finding a temp home for button.
poor dog, lili gg back china then actually put cindy's home one but she gg m'sia.
then my house cannot.
so poor button no house, have to sleep in the street lo.
ok..
hope can find someone to keep the dog!
byebye. off to writing:)

taken this afternoon during webcam-ing with felicia~
haha. she look funny right?! we were watching yu le bai fen bai showing xiao zhu with his red underwear gg to jin zhong jiang. yea. if i remembered correctly!
haha. i love webcam-ings.
must webcam with me ok!!! i don't mind taking unglam pics anws:)

ohya, i don't know why, but my anonymous fire is back again.
i felt so frustrated in my heart but i dunno why.
like i'm trying to tell myself to calm down, but the fire just keep burning.
but i felt more peaceful after playing some piano anws. :D

ooh, we're going to get back results tmw!
and there's like math and AS tmw.
argh.
DON'T LET ME FAIL THE TWO OF THEM TGT!
i will die. badly.
DON'T CARE DON'T CARE.
my fav phrase nowadays.
haix.
i go off le la. byebye! *shakes hands vigorously*

maybe the fire was due to constant uncertainty and insecurity.
well, idk.

firstly, i want to say, nobody can manipulate one's thinking.
if i don't like someone, it's because of what he/she does that irks me.
and i'm blogging this because people who know me well should know that i'm much more eloquent in typing and writing instead of speaking.
anyway, let me continue.

To: Cindy
hmmm, like what i told you earlier on, it's not because of wenyi that i don't like you.
i don't like how you have changed for the bad after gaining confidence from being prettier by wearing contacts and stuff like that. i don't like the way you seem to add sarcasm in your words even though you say you don't. well, maybe that's how YOU feel, but from my heart, i feel that it's just pure sarcasm. i can only tell you that if you feel hurt now, then have you ever considered my feelings since like last year end? i told you, i realised how stupid i was when i felt upset that you went out with other people. now that i look back, i realised that i couldn't have controlled you. you have the right to go out with anyone. and with that, i laugh at myself.

i also mentioned that you were one of the few friends whom i want to be close with at the first sight. same for wenyi. i really cherished the moments i spent with you and i really loved talking to you. i'm unsure if we can still be like that now but the happiest period i spent with you was the first half year of 2008. at that point of time, i felt very happy because i'm happy that i could be close with you. but now, it seems like you have a lot of close friends and i don't know where i stand in your heart. you seem to be able to mix with everyone, anyone. and just read your blog. the frequency of mentioning me is so small. i don't know ok. i don't know. i just feel that i can't read your mind anymore.

i don't know what you're feeling when you read all these. but i can only say that i still prefer the cindy who wears specs and treats everyone with sincerity and not the one who adds sarcasm in her words. i know i can't make you or anyone else change because of what i feel individually. you can change, i'm not stopping you. but i hope it's for the better.

i said that my heart always relent at the end and i will always forgive you for what you did that i personally feel it's wrong and i will always just put aside all the negative things about you and be friends with you again. well, maybe you do not know this, but it has always been a battle in my heart. however, i hope that you won't take a yard when i give an inch. don't think that just because i will still forgive you and be friends with you again that you take my temper and feelings for granted. at times, you really take things too far, to a point whereby i find unacceptable. just like the time you and eleanor played that prank call, i think it was too far off. it was WRONG. you don't make use of your friend's sympathy and the relation to make such a prank. i was so worried that time and in the end, it turned out to be a prank. i was really angry. but the thing that i was most angry about was that you guys even thought that i was just being angry for fun. seriously, i don't do such things just for the sake of fun. reflect. it wasn't right. at least, that's what i think. true, i seldom get angry. however, don't treat a dormant volcano as an extinct one. it'll still erupt one day. i have a temper too and it's not that i don't have one but i just take things more easier. but if you carry it too far off, i'll get angry, for sure.

well, to conclude, i just want you to reflect and please, wenyi's not a bitch. unless you're one as well. and, definitely, she's not heartless. i don't care if you call me one because i know that i'm not. live with a conscience. and treat people with gratitude and sincerity as well. i admit i don't always live like that but at least i care about my friends' feelings as well. not that you don't care but i feel that it's quite pretentious at times. you don't care for the sake of caring but you do it from your heart. people can feel it if it's genuine. i just hope that i could still be friends with you, but this time, i want a temper for myself too. but if for whatever reasons, you want to end this friendship, there's nothing i can do to change your decision as well. well, that's all i have for you.

To: Wenyi

like cindy, you're one of the few friends whom i want to be close with at first sight. i really cherish the times i spent with you and your classmates as well. i think you are a very caring friend. at least a genuine one. and your classmate are great people too:) anyways, i love you (as a friend) and i hope we'll always be BFF!! you and i know it:D

ok, this is the end. i wish everything will blow over soon and i'm already mentally preparing for the EOY results. hope i do well and everyone else too:)))

oh, and i enjoyed the class chalet, maybe i'll talk more about it the next time.
bye and cya.

EOYs are starting tomorrow!
omg, hundreds of thought are going through my mind now.
i'm scared of being retained because of my math/ english.
or i won't be ablr to write out a single thing for any questions.
and there's ss. i'm scared i can't recall anth when i look at the test paper.
and i'm totally distracted by the taiwan trip.
maybe not totally, but i will think of it at times then i will go all gaga and can't study.
i need motivation to study!!!
i don't know what to do at all.
ooh. comp low batt alr.
blog next time...
GOOD LUCK EVERYBODY! JYJYJY!!:DD

hmm, i had stared at this page without knowing how to start it for like 15mins.
i have a lot that i want to say, but i don't know how to start it off.
maybe, i should just come to the point man.
hmm, i know you guys must have at least for one moment wondered why i was giving attitude today.
i just didn't feel very happy, i don't know why.
there's like this bottle of feelings in my heart which i couldn't open or close it and worse still, i don't even know what i'm feeling.
i just didn't feel very happy or high.
i must clarify, I WASN'T ANGRY WITH ANYBODY.
and if i'm angry, i will be angry with everyone and everything.
this is something i'm sure of.
and one of the reasons i was feeling very low, especially today, was because of math test.
i guess my moodswings are back.
ok, this might sound unpleasant, but you guys have to understand that as human beings, we can't be high and happy like every moment. you have a temper and i have one too.
and the most disappointing thing was that, erm ok, maybe i should put it this way.
i wish that you would have like come around and like ask if i'm ok and like show a bit more concern instead of like asking if i'm still angry and then when i ignored, you just like walked off.
my heart fell as you walked away.
and as friends, it's normal that you show concern for your friend when she's sick right.
don't assume everything that i do is with motive.
it was just purely out of concern.
if i had motive, i wouldn't even have got upset, i would just pretend to be close with everyone, and be high and everything.
i could have just pretended and put on a show.
it's precisely that you guys are my best friends that's why i felt even more disappointed.
anws, sorry if i've spoiled your mood today.
and, for these few weeks (except friday maybe) i will be going home straight after school.
so don't need to wait for me.
hmm, if you guys feel angry or what after reading this, then call me. i think it's better to clarify everything if we still treasure this friendship.
i do treasure our friendship.
and i hope you guys will understand.

i will concentrate on my studies,
because i know that you've made the right decision.

nobody have any rights to comment on other people's mother.

long time no blog le wor.
hahaha.
EOY coming alr.
i should be going home right after school these few weeks.
i want to study!!!
and get good grades:)
hmm, i want to start working harder now.
yay!
JY everybody:DD

yo! so long time no post alr. LOL.
everything's fine now!
and i'm happier than before:D
thankyou for still being my friend(you know who you are)!!!! :DD
ooh and mummy's going overseas on friday! so sad D:
BON VOYAGE!
i'll miss you:D

Ok, random post.
anyways, i'm happy!
ok, i'm kinda mad.
bye!

i'm glad that everything's fine now,
and that things are happier than before.

Yay! we cleaned up co room today! haha. i not in pic la.
don't feel like taking pic:DD
dear juniors! when you see this, must remember how hard your seniors worked to clean up the CO room for you guys and everyone else ok!
the whole storeroom is so neat now.
and the spiders there have been all destroyed!
oh, and malcolm mopped the whole co room.
it's not easy job ok.
treasure that and starting from tomorrow onwards make an effort to upkeep everything and treat CO room as your second/third home as well.
if the CO room is dirty, it's not the teachers or seniors who suffer, it's YOU ok.
because you people will be using the CO room most frequently already.
imagine your home filled with dirt and spiders,
you won't want that right?
so treat it as your home as well and DON'T LITTER!!!
yay, finally finish nagging!
LOLs.
ok la, i don't know what to blog alr.
bye!

just one chance, to tell the truth.
that's all i need.

i really felt stupid, for telling the lies.
i regretted.
i should have come clean with you,
instead of denying myself that bit of chance.
since the consequences might have been the same in the end,
i should have chosen to be truthful to my feelings, and you.

i didn't went school again today.
because i had a swelling and i had to go to the doc's.
don't worry k, i think it will subside soon.
a BIG THANK YOU to those who asked and shown concern :DDD
don't worry! everything will be fine:)
我会坚强的！
and i have decided to stand up strongly to it.
even if i need to have a surgery, i will bravely face it.
i can't be a coward just because of such small obstacles, right? :D
一起加油吧!不管怎样都一起勇敢的走下去喔!

i'm so tired!!!
what with the planning of the service learning project and digital animation project, i'm dying soon.
i really don't feel like switching on the comp or even checking my phone, i will feel so suffocated by radiation.
i very scared i got cancer man.
with so much radiation surrounding me everyday.
i wish so much i could switch off my handphone for one week.
but how can?
plus at night sleep that time also cannot switch off, need the alarm to wake me up in the morning.
i need sleep!!
i want to sleep.
and i've been trying to sleep eaarly these few days.
i simply need rest.
but idk why i'm so tired even though i never do a lot of work.
maybe it's not physically but emotionally tired lor.
like, so many things have been happening these 2 weeks and it's like, i'm feeling very down.
i'm really upset and dissapointed lor.
haix.
and swy! can you like just sleep early for once?
really sad to see you look so tired everyday:(
ok la, don't bore you alr. bye!

i wish to be disconnected from this world and go somewhere close to nature.
i really need some space, to think about how i'm going to continue my journey...

ahhhhhhh! i badly want to learn the river flows in you.
and the final destiny song.
score score score! i need the score!!!!!!!!
roar.
where can i go find piano score?
i want accurate one la.
last time find before, the score no good leh.
haix.
ohya!
CLASS BLOG!
give suggestions for the url k:)
then we will have class voting!
yay! k set:D

had a great time yesterday!
went cycling at sunplaza park with cindy, isabelle and the stupid fwl.
CINDY AND ISABELLE TAUGHT ME TO CYCLE.
fwl had no contribution at all, except for giving me some stupid physics equation.
what acceleration smth smth smth.
haha, but too bad i haven't succeed yet.
but got the "feel" alr. HAHAHA.

k, i'm once again crapping. byebye!
cya in school:D

i'm missing him, once again.
hope he would listen to my grumbles and comfort me, as always.

you guys made me touched, in many ways.
ironically,
at the same time, you were the same ppl who've hurt me as well.

it's my thanksgiving day today!
special thanks to the ppl who have listened to me grumble many many times and even woke up in the middle of the night when i sms-ed.
THANKS! i heart you ppl:D you know who you are; the ppl who always receive "annoying" sms-es from me:DD
hahahahahahahaha.
ok la, i promise to give sweets to you guys on christmas ok!:DD

whoa, i just realised that alot of ppl made me touched in alot of ways.
they used the simplest words to give me the greatest strength of courage.
i want to cry alr la!

ohya,
my father:D
he's really the nicest father anyone could have.
and he's one of the ppl who never failed to make me touched easily and simply.
every of his little acts showed his love for me.
on wednesday, he secretly put a $10 in my wallet.
and sms-ed me saying, "Daddy peeked into your wallet and found that you are as poor as me, so i put the $10 in your wallet, just in case you need it. luv you."
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i read alr i very xin tong la.

sometimes, i do hate myself for not being a better person to reciprocrate the kindness, love and concern many people gave me.
i do realise the efforts of my parents, elderly, teachers, and the people around me.
and it seems that i'm really very fortunate as compared to them.
i may not have the riches, but my heart is filled with all the support everyone gave me.
thank you everyone, and i love you:))

我好像很容易开心，也很容易满足。
也许是因为心里总是装着满满，满满的祝福和鼓励。
带着装满祝福和鼓励的心， 我要更加努力，不辜负大家的期望。
加油！大家一起加油吧！

校园时光!!!!! i love this comic and is obsessed with it now.

真希希 is so cuteeeeee!

i love him man.

but too bad, there's no such guy on earth. well maybe have la, just haven't met him.

HAHA. he really is so sweeeet!

ok, i'm going crazy soon.

please don't borrow it, I STRONGLY DON'T RECOMMEND YOU TO BORROW THE COMICS.

if you borrow it and like 真希希 as well, i'm so gonna kill you.

i alr have alot of rivals, DON'T BORROW!!!

go watch hitman reborn or read other comics or read novels. JUST SMTH ELSE.

don't ever fight with me for 真希希!

k, ending alr la.

WHY DO YOU CARE ABOUT SINGAPORE?????

tag saying why, need to get ideas for the NEmation.

if your idea is good, and we get to America, my group treat you big big treat ok!!

since the whole trip will be sponsored anws.....

THANKS! love you guys:DDD

i do not need to believe in your beliefs, i have my own thinking. it isn't like you're the Nazis and i have to follow your beliefs.

i hate restrictions, i just realised.

yo, i'm at home now! gg sch later...
having cramps!
so pain...
and it's weird having cramps when it's ending....
whoa.

June birthday babies:D

7 June GLENN
Hahas, happy birthday!
and thanks thanks thanks for listening to my grumbles:DDD
sorry for not getting any prezzies too, SORRY, i now you're kind enough to forgive me:D

12 June JOCELINE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY darling!
hope we'll be friends forever:DD
and sorry for not getting any prezzies! i'm going to be broke soon. sobs.

15 June ELEANOR HOR WAI YI
chio buuuu! i love you loads k, happy birthday!
you'll make sure you get a call from me every single day and hear me talk like god knows what. k, love you, sweety:DD i'll give you your prezzie soon, promise:) *hint hint*

UPCOMINGS:

28 June CHIN AH SHING
happy birthday!!! you know i'll always love you, hearts. we must talk more often, see, we talk so well last night:DDD i love you forever, darling:DD

29 June FAN WEI LIAT
ah fan! i won't love you like others, but you know you can count on us during rainy days.
happy birthday! i'll try to get something nice for your birthday:D

OK! done with the birthdays:DD
pictures!


last year's teacher's day, back at pcs:D


class of 6C'06, the small version:D ppl who went back:DD


i look bullied! at randal's house doing proj, in the end ended up camwhoring....

k, leave pics for some other posts.
bye ppl.
ilovemycliques cox they're SO HOT:DD

HELLO!
haha, k, i'm finally blogging again since like god knows when:D
at eleanor's house right now! so can use her comp:DD
so, for the june hols, we had PRSSCO JUNE CAMP'09 and shandong gathering!
aiyar, i sound like and idiot updating these.
ok, so i think prssco very fun! even though there were some neagtive comments, but i felt that overall it was great:D
so, ok, actually right, alot of things happened since i last blogged, shall not elaborate! need time to change blogskin...
i'll try to ask eleanor help me update, since she's like so free.
so, short and random post! hope can blog again soon:D

hellos.
i know i haven't been updating for like years.
haha.
well, it's labour day today!
and i've spent the whole day sleeping and doing nothing.
well, almost two months have passed since i blogged.
I HAVEN'T BEEN IN A COMA OK!
haha.
many things have happened these two months.
we have went to shandong, PRSSCO have gotten
GOLD WITH HONOURS!
i'm so proud to announce this!
well, just many things have happened.
shall not elaborate unless you have been reading notes on my facebook.
btws, talking about PRSSCO getting gwh, must say something!
i'm extremely happy and i feel that our efforts had paid off.
but of course.:)
so to the next batch, hope you guys will work as hard and love CO as much too.
and ms ding gave us a treat! so kind right!
and erms, well, have to concentrate on studies since its MYE.
actually nothing much to say.
just wanted to post to tell you guys that I'M NOT DEAD YET.
btws, our shandong buddies are coming to Singapore on 31 July.
looking forward!
byes and cya.*smiles*

when you're on the verge of breaking up, and you know that there's still feelings for each other,
why not think of what which brought you together in the first place?
that's it.
LOVE.

hohoho.
yo ppl!
hah.
ok, first of all, i have to wish some ppl happy birthday!
that includes,
participant no.1! CHU QING!
my FAVOURTIE chu qing jie jie! the most most most cute thing i would ever remeber about her this lifetime is that she actually stuffed packets of marshmellows into the pretty cup she gave me for my birthday! how sweeeeeeet! xian mu right?! who ask you don't join pipa! hehehe. ok, she's really a very sweeeeeeet and loving senior! she even reminded me some days before the sec 3 camp to bring suntan lotion and to drink lots of water to hydrate myself! omg, that's how sweet she can beeee! :DD
participant no.2! FABIAN TANG MUI YAN!
the person i remember as the faithful erhu senior who obviously plays the erhu very well. quiet guy on the outside but is actually VERY ENTHUSISATIC person! even though you graduate liao, you still must come back often k! :DD
participant no.3! JUSTIN KOR KOR!
my dearest cousin since he's the only cousin from my mum's side! haha. 21'st birthday! and i'm glad we're able to celebrate this special occasion together! erm, this is only the second year we're celebrating birthdays tgt; hope we'll celbrate them every year tgt! :DD
partcipant no.4! PAMELA LAO PO!
haha. my laopo! i actually remembered your birthday! hah. gan dong right! as my laopo, must be more gentle ok! if not i divorce you!
wahahahahahahaha happy brithday dear! :DD

haha. darlings above! and all of them are actually older than meeeee!
which is good, cox that can only mean that i'm young!
which reminds me of mr yang who said that he's young since he's surname is yang when hyk ask him how old is he...
NO LINK!
kimbum looks like______!
but this is random, since i don't even know who he really is; except that he is this totally hot korean guy that cys and swy are falling in love with.
that IS an exxageration.

ohh. going shangdong in only like 2 weeks.
and i haven't even packed a single thing or updated my passport!
shit.
12 march midnight flight!
i know all of you are yearning to see me off!
since i'm so popular! wahaha.
i've alr got 3 ppl volunteering to see me off!
haha.
now, here's the date and time given to you all!
hah.
go song ji(which means to see me off) leh!
so that i'll be the person with the most no. of supporters there!
yah right, i know what you're thinking.
most number of supporters to be away from s'pore!
right?!
cindy says that the tai shan is VERY hard to climb!
i went to see a short clip on the mount,
and please, gosh, the "railings" is only some stretches of metal chains! show you the clip?
click the link la. :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9q77brO5bD4&feature=related
you look as if you're going to fall of anytime.
and, i have to admit that my sense of balance and direction is very bad!
very very bad!
ohhhhhh manx.
and there's cable cars!
i haven't sat in one before; unless the ones at escape are counted.
i'm sooooo afraid that the cable cars will like stuck there halfway!
my mum told me that one of the mountains somewhere in china broke down and some people died as the cable cars crashed to the bottom of the mountain!
OMG! i'm freaking afraid!
one of you MUST come and save mee if it really happens ok!
i don't want to die; unless any of you does....
i will be laughing and laughing, and you all sure will hear my laughter one right?!
since i have this stupid tendency of laughing during critical moments.
and we'll be singing school song/national anthem and write co gwh up there?
hah. but other than this scary tai shan, the rest of the trip should be fun fun funnnn!
and we're going to shanghai!
to sing shang hai tan and ye shang hai there. :D
i want to go shang haiii!!!!!!!!!
my aunt have been talking about shanghai ever since she came back and i was totally merserised by it!
and now, i'm going there! happiness yaw.
hah. but aunt is now back at australia, since she has emmigrated there when she married.
cool right?!
i want to marry a racer/rich/ang moh guy in futureee! :D
ohya.
xuan yao abit.
i got top for hist/ss!
happy happy happy since i flunked my eoy hist last year.
but sadly, i failed my POA.
that day mental block if not i can get very high also!
nvm.

tell meeeeeeeeeee what you guys want when i'm in shandong!
try my best to fulfil your wish! :D
but, i've got only 15 places for friends!
first come first-serve basis!
haha.

i'm soooooooooooo tired!
i even fell asleep during ss lesson!
we like doing sbq qns and mrs cross went to do her patrols around the class.
and everybody wask like gg to write finish while i was still at "From the sources, i can infer that....".
then she was giving me those kind of "erm..ok...." look.
and there's pipa lesson first thing tomorrow morning...
who wnat go lunch with me tmw??
11am can?!
sms meeeeeeee if you want!

okok.
here's a short little post.

love.
yes, i love him.
and i said before, love doesn't understand the meaning of recipocrate.
which is true.
and i'm one live example.
and the more i love him, the more i get hurt.
i remember how we used to be such good friends.
but now, we're avoiding each other.
i want to get closer to him, but he's keeping a distance, which is wider and wider between us.
i used to thought that my love for him was a subsitute for the hurt caused by the one i previously love.
but time has proven that it's not and i genuinely love him.
i don't want to get hurt anymore.
but i don't know how to.
find another guy to love?
and get hurt repeatedly again?
all girls just want true love.
it seem simple, but it's damn hard to reach.
yes, you may say that love is not a easy road to travel, and to reach your "destination", you will meet with obstacles on the way.
of course. but, i don't want those obstacles, which i don't think any of you want to.
i'm on the edge of giving up.
i can't find the strength i used to have which makes go on loving him.
maybe i'm tired, tired from getting hurt while loving him.
please let me find back the courage i used to have, the strength i used to have.
i know i can't forget him just like that.
i know that i still want to love him.
really, you're the first person that i couldn't forget that easily.

cliques; the people you hit off with best. best friends; the people who give genuine care.
and you guys are everything of the above.

yo ppl!
OHMYFREAKINGGOD.
i haven't been updating for like ages yaw.
oh yea!
sec 3 camp.. yep yep.
yes! at first i thot that like my class will be likke the most un-united class, but the sec 3 camp has since proven me wrong.
and ppl! let's continue to be even more bonded yea! :DD
3e5/2009's the best class ever!!! and future 3e5/2010! :D
yay.
i'm still wondering how i managed to like walk that damn 8km frm sch to that campsite.
it's tampines to changi ok!
its like the furthest distance i will ever walk in my whole life.
ohh. and of course there were two great ppl who kept encouraging us at the back to not give up and continue walking despite being tired themselves!
dear chairman RYAN and CHOON WANG!
yea. thanx fer cheering us at the back even when you guys are alr tired. :D
TIMMITUBBIES!
ohh. so aft we reached the campsite we ate lunch and then did the high rope elements.
it's damn challenging and scary can. but when you get down you somehow want to try it again.
i failed all of the challenges can!
the jump thingy i lost my balance and dropped.
the balancing rope one i just got stucked somehow at the platform there and in the end came down.
the others didn't do lah.
then at night got what sing-along-session.
and HOW YUN KIT is damn irritating la.
i hate you to the core.
if you want to KPO then go cindy's blog to know lor.
but hah! if you don't have her link too bad, cox my links aren't working.
can don't hai si wo anot?!
it's like you know i like ___.
and you still keep like... erm
haix. whatever.
nvm. ohya.
kayakking next day!
ok i must apologise to Joanne and Cindy!!
i'm freaking sorry!!!!
but it was fun la.
kayakking and campfire were the best parts. :D
oh. so for campfire, i thot our class had the best performance!
woohoo.
everybody was like damn high.
except for maybe miss see.
third day, area cleaning then home sweet home!
so, more details now.
I MUST WARN EVERYONE NOT TO SLEEP BESIDE CINDY TAY.
she snores, kicks and hits.
scary right?!
poor LPQ and me was like sleeping beside her and got kicked and disturbed and everything.
but, i did slapped her back in return!
cox i was alr damn annoyed that i just hit her back lor.
hehehe. cheerios.
ohh. and the toilet!
omg. freaking disgusting!
it's like iit will always be FLOODED.
and sanitary pads will be like floating around can.
and once i was like bathing after kayaking then this damn pad came floating into my cubicle.
and i was like shunning away from it and took quite a while to change that ppl outside was complaining.
total disgust!
ohh.
and randal soh.
he kept saying he want to vomit but in the end he din't even threw up a thing in the toilet.
pampered guy.

ohyea. valentine's tmw!
and we're spending it with the whole co.
which is kinda good news to me.
nope. should be total good news. :D

yet, another lonely valentine.
which kinds of contradict the sentence before.
but well, spending it with the whole co ain't the same with spending it only with HIM alone.
where are my valentine gifts darlings?

i'm gonna wait no matter what...

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