女人。
有两种爱人的方式。
一，是默默的爱着那个他，默默地为他付出。
从来不把他提在嘴边，但心里一直喜欢着他。
二，会把喜欢他一事说出来，光明正大，表示爱意。
从不萎缩，认为爱他，就应该说出来，好似想来轰轰烈烈地爱一回。
但，心底下总是藏着不为人知的恐慌。
恐慌，怕他没有一样地喜欢回自己。
也不知道为什么会突然想到这个，可能是读小说时，发出的灵感吧！
爱一个人，就像看鬼戏。
明明是害怕的，但越怕，越想看。
爱一个人的时候，明明知道会痛，但还是无法自拔的要继续爱下去。
yes, i know you're laughing.. cox i compared loving someone to watching a horror movie.
i laugh, because of you.
i cry, because of you.
i smile, because you're around.
i frown, because i can't sense you anywhere.
and my world seems to be full of you.
you're the sunshine, you're the rain, you're the clouds, you're the moon, you're the stars
you're the land, you're the sea, you're the mountains, you're everything.
but, i'm not in your world.
i'm not your everything.
i'm just a passer-by, who you won't even bother to remember.
after i passed by you, you would not ask me to stay.
well, using common sense, who would bother remembering a passer-by
someone that had never put much attention to?
and this's reality, that everyone have to face.
i don't know, i seriously have no idea what is happening to me.
ever since the day he went for that camp, i have been feeling down, upset and whatever other un-nice feelings.
i start to feel sensitive to everything and i'm suffering from increasing 忌妒心.
i start to feel sad whenever he don't talk to me, whenever he talks to other girls.
and please, i'm not even his girlfriend or whoever.
i don't have the authority or business to stop him from doing things.
if only, there's a potion or something that can make me stop liking him.
and to make me forget him and the pain from loving him.
or if only, there's something to make him love me back..
haha.
impossible.
心痛，畏惧。
但，这些理由并不可能成为停止爱你的理由。
let's have a short short story to finish up my post....
心里好像被一条绳子拴着，揪着，揪着。
绷紧的心，似乎弄得她再也无法呼吸。
痛。心溢出一丝丝的血滴。
看着他头也不会地离开，
她的心，再一度地感到痛楚。
以为他会用最不舍的语气，跟她说要离开她。
以为他会以最不舍的心走掉。
以为他最终会应为舍不得，而牵着她的手，带她一起离开。
以为。。。以为。。。以为。。。
哼。。是她太傻了，太笨了。
以为，真的只是以为。
不会发生。
是她太一厢情愿了。
他的无情，他的冷漠，
为什么在这一刻才让她发现到呢？
--- 也许他从未爱过她，
但她确定她，有爱过他。
有两种爱人的方式。
一，是默默的爱着那个他，默默地为他付出。
从来不把他提在嘴边，但心里一直喜欢着他。
二，会把喜欢他一事说出来，光明正大，表示爱意。
从不萎缩，认为爱他，就应该说出来，好似想来轰轰烈烈地爱一回。
但，心底下总是藏着不为人知的恐慌。
恐慌，怕他没有一样地喜欢回自己。
也不知道为什么会突然想到这个，可能是读小说时，发出的灵感吧！
爱一个人，就像看鬼戏。
明明是害怕的，但越怕，越想看。
爱一个人的时候，明明知道会痛，但还是无法自拔的要继续爱下去。
yes, i know you're laughing.. cox i compared loving someone to watching a horror movie.
i laugh, because of you.
i cry, because of you.
i smile, because you're around.
i frown, because i can't sense you anywhere.
and my world seems to be full of you.
you're the sunshine, you're the rain, you're the clouds, you're the moon, you're the stars
you're the land, you're the sea, you're the mountains, you're everything.
but, i'm not in your world.
i'm not your everything.
i'm just a passer-by, who you won't even bother to remember.
after i passed by you, you would not ask me to stay.
well, using common sense, who would bother remembering a passer-by
someone that had never put much attention to?
and this's reality, that everyone have to face.
i don't know, i seriously have no idea what is happening to me.
ever since the day he went for that camp, i have been feeling down, upset and whatever other un-nice feelings.
i start to feel sensitive to everything and i'm suffering from increasing 忌妒心.
i start to feel sad whenever he don't talk to me, whenever he talks to other girls.
and please, i'm not even his girlfriend or whoever.
i don't have the authority or business to stop him from doing things.
if only, there's a potion or something that can make me stop liking him.
and to make me forget him and the pain from loving him.
or if only, there's something to make him love me back..
haha.
impossible.
心痛，畏惧。
但，这些理由并不可能成为停止爱你的理由。
let's have a short short story to finish up my post....
心里好像被一条绳子拴着，揪着，揪着。
绷紧的心，似乎弄得她再也无法呼吸。
痛。心溢出一丝丝的血滴。
看着他头也不会地离开，
她的心，再一度地感到痛楚。
以为他会用最不舍的语气，跟她说要离开她。
以为他会以最不舍的心走掉。
以为他最终会应为舍不得，而牵着她的手，带她一起离开。
以为。。。以为。。。以为。。。
哼。。是她太傻了，太笨了。
以为，真的只是以为。
不会发生。
是她太一厢情愿了。
他的无情，他的冷漠，
为什么在这一刻才让她发现到呢？
--- 也许他从未爱过她，
但她确定她，有爱过他。
