Ever since you have appeared in my life and dreaming about spending forever with you, I've secretly fantasized of you slipping on the ring of promise onto my finger many many times.

And you did it yesterday, though with my own ring accessory.

But the question was true and real and my answer as always, is a yes.

I love you.

So so so so much that I cannot do without you anymore.

It's always the exiguous things that make the count.
Like how you remember my favourite greens, how you make our dates interesting in your own little ways, how you appreciate me for who I am, so on and so forth.

I just want to be with you forever, give you all my love and everything I have.
And even that it just doesn't seem like it's enough for you.
I just want to do everything that would make you happy, for your happiness will be mine.

You are a dream that came true for me.

And I simply cannot forget the heart-racing kiss you gave before you head for home last night.

I had a therapeutic day in its most ordinary fashion.

Nothing extraordinary happened today but in it's own simplest ways, it had helped to restore so much of my inner peace within.

I had tipped the balance of my emotions so very often lately.

Getting upset at any and every thing.

Got unreasonable, extremely restless and unmotivated.

For the past four days I had simply stayed at home most of the time (thanks to being sick and my stay home work day) other than yesterday where I went out for my usual Saturdate with Nick.

Today, I had a pretty much boring day, just playing computer games with Nick, did housework and read avidly the book series that I am ever so obsessed with. 

It was all very simple things that I did but it made me feel so much better about life and everything.

Before that, I had so much negativity that it was about to burn the whole of me.

Thank god for all the days that I have been at home for sufficient rest and re-charge.

I had really needed it so much in the longest of time.

There are still many challenges to be faced, work to be done but then I have never ever felt so ready to take them on before.

It's like I can take on whatever bad work that I have to complete now.

Staying back at home really had to be one of the best simplest things in life.

It is such simple and ordinary days that we have forgotten about when we are busy with our pursuits of other things in life.

That carefree feeling about not having to rush for time or deadlines or whatever, it tasted soooo sweet that I kinda can't bear to leave it so soon.

But well, it had been a good rest over the long weekend!

One more day tomorrow for me to still catch up with whatever rest I need!

I have a lot of stuff planned in my head and I just can't wait to carry all them out!

And ever so thankful to the most lovely boyfriend, bestie and everyone else nice in my life for everything I have.

I will not let you down anymore by starting to put everything back on track.

I love you guys!

I am so happy to be back (in all aspects)!

Have a good holiday!

xoxo