Haha, I know that I'm supposed to be back to my assignments, but.

There are some stuff that I wanna say to a ex best friend out there.

I don't know what are the chances of you still reading this little space of mine, you probably forgot that I still have this avenue for me to vent my frustrations and share my joy.

We haven't been talking for so long and I've gotten used to it.

It took me a long while to realise hard that you could no longer be there for me and things have changed.

Right from the start, that should have been my realisation but I chose to ignore it and continue with our friendship.

That way, I was only prolonging our friendship for a little while, it couldn't have last.

Things finally had to come to an end.

I was extremely sad, cried countless times and I was so affected that at times, I couldn't hold back my tears at all.

But thank god for the buffer period that was given.

I met new friends, new people who helped to cheer me up and made me happier and of course with a lot of support and encouragement from the other girls.

Ever since, I changed, you did too.

I slowly let you out of my life.

I walked out from yours too I supposed.

But I've never forgotten about the promise that we'll always be friends no matter what.

I still wish for the best stuff to happen to you.

No matter how nonchalant or cold I appeared to be, you are a friend whom I would never forget.

Of course, things can't go back to what they were.

I only want to tell you that for as long as possible, you will still be my friend.

I can't promise that I will not forget about you in the future as time passes but if ever, you need my help or any favour, no matter how small or how big that favour is, I'd do it for you.

Because I know that if I'm the one who needs it, you won't leave me in the lurch either.

Thanks for everything that you've done for me in the past.

I really appreciate it a lot, and you've really surprised me that you were much more considerate, helpful and sensitive than what you appeared to be. 

All the best, buddy.

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