You prolly won't see this and that's a reason why I choose to type it here. I miss you, I can't deny it no matter how much I try to. I miss you so much till my heart aches. It's only barely 4 weeks that we've been together, but I haven't been so happy and in love before. I hate myself so much for all that I've said to you; really I'm the selfish one. You alr made the effort to talk to me every single night and it was taking such a toll on your body, but you did it without complaints.