I still miss you.

I miss looking forward to our midnight calls, I miss talking to you about anything and everything.

I miss you telling me, "C'mon Marjorie, you can do this, I trust that you can do it". 

I miss you spurring me on and I miss you always giving me that bit of courage to do things I believe I can't achieve.

You were my source of courage, my motivator.

You gave me strength to go on and to step out of my comfort zone.

You were where I seek comfort and solace in.

 You were the reason I still had something to look forward to when my day isn't going right.

Now, I only have memories to look back on and your words to remind me that I'm more than who I think I am. 

That I can do so much better and that I'm actually not that cowardly.

There's so much I want to tell you about, and I wish the person who's by my side is still you.