Never Forget You

By Marj - March 23, 2016

I used to be so happy
But without you here I feel so low
I watched you as you left but I can never seem to let you go
'Cause once upon a time you were my everything
It's clear to see that time hasn't changed a thing
It's very deep inside me but I feel there's something you should know
I'll never forget you
You'll always be by my side
From the day that I met you
I knew that I would love you till the day I die
And I will never want much more
And in my heart I will always be sure
I will never forget you
And you'll always be by my side till the day I die
'Til the day I die
I'll never forget you
'Till the day I die

We haven't been together for long, but it was one of the happiest periods in my life.
Everyone around me could tell how happy I am, how I'm always in smiles, because I have you in my thoughts, because I know you are there with me.
It was so effortless to get me chuckled up, to have a positive outlook in life, to feel motivated and to feel driven to take up any challenge thrown at me.

Now you're gone.
All's left is me missing you more than ever, a huge part of me has followed your departure.
I'll forever be missing something, I'll never be complete again.
No matter how much any other guy try to love me, it will not help because they aren't you.

I miss the days you pick me up to go on our little adventure, I miss how you always wait for me without any complaints.
I miss the way you kiss me, the way you act coy to get a photo of me.
I miss the way you get shy whenever I try to snuck a kiss from you in public.
I miss how you hold my hand tight in yours, how we were once proud to be together. 
I miss how you get uptight when you accidentally hurt me during our passionate kisses and how you gently caress to make sure I'm okay. 
I miss how you are already familiar with the route to get me home, the carpark slot that you hate to park at 'cos of the hydrant.
I miss how you try so hard to control your urge to have just that one more kiss, I miss how you keep sniffing me when you get high, how you always say I smell so good when your scent is the one that leaves me lingering. 
I miss your morning texts, I miss you checking in on me to make sure I'm eating well.
I miss how you are already so tired, but still try to hold up to talk for that one more minute.
I miss you leaning on my arm and how you always say it'll be your perfect pillow.
I miss how you never get mad even when I got us lost and going in circles during our little adventures, and then you will still smile and say "it's alright".
I miss the way you look into my eyes with such sincerity and passion.
I miss our little inside jokes.
I miss you asking to piggy back me so that I'll feel a little better about my insecurities.
I miss you trusting me enough to let me drive your car, even though it's just for that few metres.
I miss how you push me to be confident, to step out of my comfort zone because you believe that I can do it.
I miss you laughing hysterically when I tell you jokes or silly moments in my life, or how you were shocked whenever I flipped off at you or start speaking in some dialect. 
I miss how you watched a old video of me and did not poke fun at me. 
Instead, you said that my voice remained the same and you noticed my singing improved.
I miss how you were interested in everything I do, and how you just wanted to have more knowledge on my company and my job.
I miss how you always say I'm your sugar mummy, but in the end you always are my sugar daddy 'cos you feel that you're obliged to pay for our meals and that you should get me home whenever you can afford to do so.
白贵友, 我真的很想你。
I just want you to be back by my side, to tell me that you've never forgotten about me, that you want a future with me. 
That this time apart, is just temporary and for a better relationship.

How can I ever forget about the love we once shared, the happy memories we created together, the roads we treaded together, the places we visited together.

How can I let you go so easily, how will I ever be able to keep you out of my mind. 
Someday, my soul will die, my body will be incinerated to just ashes, but even so, I will never forget you. 

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