If you guys haven't already know, there's this one boy I've been in love with since last year.

He's the only guy whose voice alone could brighten my gloomy days.

And of course the biggest motivation behind me working hard for the things I want.

Can't get enough of him no matter what!

It just amazes me with every little single thing he does.

It doesn't matter if it's only just a smile or staring into space, everything about him is perfect.

HAHAHA I'M NOT A CRAZY FAN OKAY.

It's just that an idol who can make me feel so overwhelm with every little thing only goes to this one person!

Okay la, I admit I also like a lot of other male idols like SHINee's Jonghyun, DBSK's Changmin, Shinhwa's Minwoo, CN Blue's Yonghwa, but at the end of the day I only go back to this one person okay!!

"You talking about me?"

YES YOU.

Ahhhhhh, fangirl mode on!

This warning is kinda late but then if you not interested in k-pop or BIGBANG or G-Dragon you may take your leave now!

Then I will continue to fangirl! 

Muahahaha

I'm mainly doing this 'cos I'm gonna attend his concert on 30 Jun and

I SIMPLY CANNOT CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT AT THE THOUGHT OF IT.

So I decided to do something instead of just screaming out inside whenever I see any of his updates and think that "Omg, one more day closer to seeing him in real life! FINALLY!"

YAY!

Haha anyway I found a lot a lot of photos of him online so it'll be very much a photo spam of G-Dragon.

Keke.

And looking at each picture just makes me fangirl once more!

How could any guy on this Earth be so cute, handsome, kind, talented, smart, athletic, artistic and charismatic all at once?!

Super love when GD wears suits!

He look especially smart and suave when he does!

Haha okay la actually most guys look much nicer when they wear suits with nice cuttings.

Likewise for girls!

And when GD's with his beloved pet dog Gaho (and Jolie) or with children, it feels like there's no cuter scenario than that in the whole wide world.

Heartbreaker era

How could anyone be so perfect like that!

*cries badly*

Hahaha k la, in exaggerating mode today.

But then it's GD! 

How do I not fangirl.........

 GD's facts 101: His favourite colours are white and yellow! White's my favourite colour too! 

Quirky GD. Hehehe ^^

My bias in BIGBANG used to be Taeyang, his song wedding dress was simply too captivating!

Then last year when GD released his first solo album (Heartbreaker is first MINI album), I totally fell deep.

And I went to find out more about him and since then, I couldn't stop noticing him.

Alive album photos

 One of a Kind MV

That XX MV 

Crayon MV

As I learn more about him, there were many interesting stories about him which I read on the internet.

Some motivated me to work harder and have more determination, which eventually changed me.

And one of the quotes by him which I love best is this:

“A song can’t change the world. But the song can change his three minutes. His three minutes can change his three hours. his three hours can change his three days. his three days can change his three months. his three months can change his three years. his three years can change his life. his life can change peoples’ lives. and people can change the world.”

GD, you may not know it  now, but you changed my life.

      I put in my best for exams, I started studying real hard so that I won't have any regrets.

Of course, my family and friends were very good pushing factors too but he was the main reason that I opened my heart up to be willing to change.

I knew deep down for the past semesters in poly that I was able to do much better if I was willing to.

But I sorta gave up simply because I had no passion for what I was learning.

It was him who made me not want to waste my time and life and my parent's efforts and money due to my willfulness, laziness and selfishness. 

Eventually, he became someone I look up to a lot after gaining so much knowledge about him.

I simply love to see him smile! His smiles are sooooooo captivating.
There was once when Peiqi and I started on an EZ-link card sticker hunt for our idols (hers is DBSK and SHINee) and GD's card stickers was damn hard to find!
There are shops selling them but almost all were of him in the cool look where he's not smiling and the one that I own now with him smiling is taken with T.O.P.
His solo smile card stickers are incredibly hard to find that I gave up and bought the few last card stickers of him (which I didn't really recognise at first sight) at Cineleisure.
Since then I even more treasure his smiles!


"What? Me not smiling? You sure??"

HAHAHA Singaporean-ish captions for a K-pop idol!


 "STRESS~!"


"Watch out 'cos I'm gonna melt your heart in a minute."




*dies*


"Keke, my god how can I be so handsome!"

HAHAHA SORRY GD.
That's my own OS in my heart la hahaha.
Gyaaaaaaaaa.
SO HANDSOME OMG.
*mega heartmelts*

Back to the rationale of this post!
GD'S CONCERT!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
I think I can go crazy every single day anticpating it la!
And I just knew last Fri that GD's concert here in Singapore will be the finale one!
Even more excited!
I'm soooooooo looking forward that I really cannot contain all my excitement while I think of it everyday.
I think I've already tweeted about it more than once about his concert and I feel thrilled just counting down to it!
And Ele's going with me!!!
Finally!
Last year when BIGBANG had their world tour, I couldn't join her for their concert 'cos of various reasons.
I told her that I would once I reach 18 and all my hard work of trying to earn money for his ticket paid off!
(But the ticket's not in my hands yet it's with Ele. I think I'd go crazier if I get hold of it.)
26 MORE DAYS!
(Btw, I did this post like yesterday but I couldn't finish 'cos I was busy looking photo after photo of him on the internet that I keep procrastinating doing up this post haha.)

Many thanks to Ele and her friend who helped to buy the ticket!! So grateful that I'm able to go for his concert soon!! (':



"Let me hear you screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeam!"






With Lee Hayi as guest! (another one of my fav YG artistes!!)







Actually I try to not look at his the photos of his concert which he held elsewhere but then while looking for his photos all this appeared and I also believe that each concert of his would be a unique one just for that particular group of fans on that day, that session, that city.

One of my wishes finally coming true!
I really feel excited every single moment I'm doing up this post.
Haha I know I repeat many many times le, but I'm too excited for it!!!
I think other fangirls will understand my feeling ba. (:

Oh, and as much as I fill up this post with a lot of my love and admiration for GD,
I don't really want any other person in my vicinity to know him more than me.
Haha Ele know lesser than me plus she's my girlf so she's exempted! :P
You can support him by buying his albums, official merchandise but don't come to me and show off that you know a lot when your heart loves CN Blue's Yonghwa better instead okay.
'Cos I'm selfish like that and as a fan of GD, I want to put in my utmost best for everything that I do.
Even for fanmails for him, I want everything to be done as perfectly, creative and unique as I can achieve.
So please don't come and challenge your love for GD with me when you're not any of my girlfs okay.
And for people who are okay okay-ish with GD, please don't fall in love with him after reading my post.
(Not that what I said is very influential la but all his photos.......... *.*)
Likewise, I won't challenge other fans of him or claim that I'm his number 1 fan out there 'cos I know there are simply too many people whom have loved him way earlier before I do and have supported him in many more ways than I can and I respect that.
I also feel very happy for GD that there are so many people who stood by him through the hard times and have never given up hope on him no matter what happens, supporting him silently without recognition.
I really respect that spirit of those hardcore fans!! (:





认真的男人最帅!


He looks so pretty like that! How can any guy's face be so sharp. What a sin!




GD has quite a number of tattoos all over his body. I personally like the one that says "Mind Control" but I'm not gonna let you all see that photo of it here.



No other idol can be as charismatic as he does!
Okay la, the other idols that I mentioned at the beginning have a lot of charisma too but then, he's the top of them all! Hehe

Okay la, this post is coming to an end soon! Just a few more photos!
Hahah I can't help it but keep on adding photo after photo 'cos he's just too shuai to not share.
And I think this will be a good keepsake for me when I look back in the future!
When I'm down or I'm on the verge of breaking down I'll just read this post and regain all the energy and positivity!





 Awwwwwwwwwww.

The fern leaf is not a tattoo! But the dragonball is another one of his tats.

Hahaha I lied. It wasn't a few more photos!
But really ending le la.
I know he won't get to see this anytime soon, maybe in the future hopefully??!!!


THANK YOU GD. (:

The rest of the things that I want to say are already written in the fanmail which I've sent earlier this year in Jan.

See you on 30 June!
I REALLY REALLY CAN'T WAIT.



To the most lovable boy in the whole wide world. ♥