Sometimes, I feel so much like giving up.

No, I mean everyday ever since you didn't appear, I feel like giving up.

It's so hard to keep all the pain within.

Especially when you're waiting for someone who seems to never return, who seems to never cared, never loved, never treasured.

I don't even know why I'm so hopeful too.

It's tough to keep having your hopes held high up and when you know the answer, it's just an instant crash back to reality.

And you know you don't have the right to hold me back, not after you didn't try at all to make me stay.

So is it okay if I stop trying so hard?

Is it okay if  I gradually let go now?

Is it okay if 

NO

NO

NO

NO

NO

NO

NO

NO

NO

NO

NO

NO

NO

It's too late for me to give up already.