I wasn't supposed to cry any more.
Not after I haven't seen you in such a long time.
Not after I fell for someone else.
Not after I'm starting to forget how it felt like whenever I see you.
But then, stupid little things that reminded me of you still got me tearing.
Even that failed confession didn't hurt so much like how much I miss you.
Why?
Why why why?
I thought you didn't matter any more.
I thought I could really let go.
But the more I tried moving forward, my heart still stays in the past, it still stays at the place where I last saw you.

I miss you, I really do, so would you please just appear once? Please?

I'm really so stupid, how could I have fell so deep into someone whom I don't know at all?