Tweeted my blog's link on Twitter bec everywhere I go I get questions like "Why you so emo on Twitter?"

I wanted my blog to be a low profile thing bec I want to still keep that bit of privacy and motivation for me to continue blogging about my deep inner thoughts.

But then since the people who are following me on Twitter are mostly people whom I don't mind reading my blog so I might as well clear all of your doubts and question marks here. 

And well, you guys know I can never keep things silent about myself for long. 

So basically, I'm proud that there aren't that many skeletons in my closet.

Though I don't really expect any one to notice that tweet either. I did it quietly. Much.

Anyway, I guess it's a new start!

At least we are friends now, we're talking properly.

As for face to face conversations, well, I've still got a long way to go!

But after all these positive thinking I can't help but feel upset still.

Guess it's normal. No one will not feel upset for stuffs like that.

I thought that I could really let go but this new start is really not helping;.

It just made me fell deeper.

Nonetheless that I feel so much relieved getting everything literally off my heart, but well, still that was a rejection I had to face.

Dilemma yknow, to go on knowing more about him, or just silently give up.

But we just agreed to being friends!

But then maybe he was just being nice so he agreed.

But then still, nevertheless he still agreed! He could have just said no then start to ignore like what some coward did in the past.

But then maybe he didn't want to look bad that's why he agreed.

There, all the vicious cycle going in my head for the whole day after that.

Some more everyone I talked to, every one gave a different opinion so I'm still much stuck with what to go ahead.

Or maybe, like what my blog url suggests, I should just stick to being myself.

Do what I feel is right and go ahead.

I already had that stupid courage so what's left now is just being friends.

It won't be that hard I believe!

The amazing thing I love about blogger, I always know what to do after I type out a chunky post.

Go Marj, it's your own happiness you're fighting for!

And to everyone else out there fighting for your own happiness, 

hereby I give you my endless amount of courage.

JUST DO IT.