No matter how hard I try I'm just not good enough.

Not good enough to be your daughter.

No matter how much I try to please you, buying you all gifts and presents for occasions, my feelings and love get doubted time and again.

I just don't feel like trying already.

Even the man I love most in this world seems to be giving up on me already so can I just let myself spiral downwards?

It's just so painful being so emotional.

It hurts to feel.

I just don't want to live up to anyone's expectations, anyone's standards any more.

I try to make the people around me happy then all I got was sarcasm and judgement.

2012 let me down after all.

There seems like there isn't gonna be any good years ahead in front of me any more.

Year after year it just becomes more disappointing. 

So what's there left to look forward to anyway?