By Marj - August 12, 2010

tired, worn.
really hate it when i have to keep on guessing what is on another
person's mind.
and i seriously hate it when i have to witness friendship by friendship being
so fragile and easily ruined.
don't you get it?
i'm upset because i care about what's going on between us.
if you don't care then tell me straight.
i'm sick and tired of always having to be the one to
give in to everything.
you upset, i ask about you, you dao me, forget it.
now i only need a answer from you, whether
you still care about this friendship or not.
stop your hurting words.
you always think that it's fun to joke around
but sometimes can you consider about the person's feelings?
and on 30 july, your words really hurt me.
it was as if like everything else that happened
before that day has became void.
i'll wait till tmw for your reply.
hope it doesn't spoil any of our mood for the oral exam.
and, some people can you don't come extra?
i offend you ah, you tell me?
did i ever hurt you or smth? physically or emotionally?
fuck you la, don't need come and ruined my mood further.
2 years classmates you can't even lend me
your comp to render my stuff?
call yourself a classmate.
call yourself a leader of a large CCA group.
yes, it's you.
i think i've put up enough with you.
you're damn fucking irritating, you don't like me
then just fuck off from my life can?
don't need come and hurt me with
your words or actions or whatever.
because i've never done anything wrong to you,
since the last incident.
and thanks for your this kind of repayment
when i still helped you in your writing the other time.
if you forgot, forget it, it doesn't matter.
because after this post you are no longer
someone where i will respect anymore.
sorry guys. i really need somewhere to frustrate my anger.
really pissed off with such irritating people in my life.
what have i done exactly, you tell me my mistake la!
then i will learn right.
don't need to backstab me like that.
fuck off, if you are irritated.
don't come kaobei me anymore ok.
bye irritating people.
you may take your leave from my life forever now.
anw, i still have to thank those who're always with me,
no matter what, putting up everything with me
and for helping me in many many ways.
i'm so sorry, i haven't done enough to repay everything
you've done for me but be sure that i really treasure
our friendship more than anything else.
your presence is always felt and appreciated!
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!
(sisters, eleanor, adilah, novy, ryan, glenn, clarice, adibah, ika, atiqah, joanne, li ting etc etc)
k, bye.
good luck for English oral exam btw(:

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