To: Cindaaay

Hey girl,
how long has it been since we've known each other?
it's been pri 5 till now, 6 years and counting.
i remember the first time i got to know you was during our Sichuan trip with pcs.
have i told you before?
you're one of the friends whom i've got the feeling that i have to have this friend no matter what just upon first sight. (no it's not love at first sight!)
and true enough, you're now one of my best friends!!!
there's nothing i can ever do enough to thank you for always being there.
Sorry for being such a bad friend, and not being one that's good enough to let you share your troubles and thoughts with.
I know that my appearance in your life have caused you a lot of troubles and upsets and i've always been doing things that irritate you or to anger you.
I'm really sorry, bffl(best friend for life) sometimes i really don't mean it, and sometimes i admit, was intentional to try to make some fun out of it, even though it was often too late to realise that i've gone too far.

Last year had been one of our worst year ever.
First part of the year was due to my frequent moodswings.
Because then, you were my only closest best friend but yet, it seems like you were always closer to other people than me and i was really upset as it felt like i no longer had a place in your heart anymore. Everytime i see you with someone else enjoying your time so much more than you were with me, i really didn't know what to do and i was really jealous, angry and sad.
Moreover, nothing you do could make me hate you completely. Nothing.
Because no matter how angry i am with you, at the end of the day, you just can't be kicked out of my top 10 friends list.
See how important you are!!!

Nice, you called me while i was blogging about you. haha. :D
anw, we'll walk out of all this together(:
we've already been through so much, it shows that the friendship between us will be unbreakable, i hope.
I LOVE YOU, CINDY!!!!!

sometimes i imagine of us walking together to work when we are adults, tearing at each other's wedding, bringing our kids to the same school etc.
but let's make our friendship last even longer than that.
i really don't know what would have happen if you've never stepped into my life.
thank you for being here, bffl!!!