a hard comprehension

i don't know why, i feel that maybe i don't like him that much afterall.
or maybe, i should say, i don't want to continue anymore.
很累很累。
maybe in the first place, i haven't even get to understand myself yet.
then i just went straight in.
four words
死得很惨。
i really don't know.
maybe i should stop,
but my heart wants to continue...
listen to my heart?
cox it won't be wrong?
sorry, what's the point of apologising to him?
he says never mind,
but...
i can sense that its not never mind.
despite he said haha.
please luh.
he's ignoring me now.
maybe he knows, maybe he don't.
but whatever.
i really don't know what to do.
我真的不知道。

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here's a song!
i love this song alot.
okok.
anw, i'm very confused with my thoughts now.
i mean, a lot of things are happening now.
with family, with friends...
haix.

thank you cindy for helping me post!

ilovemycliques nomatterwhat...
and thanx friends, for always being there for me,
really thanx a lot.