"About your circumstance at home and how you feel about holding up to the expectations of others. I can't say that I understand fully because I'm not in your shoes but I think you should cut yourself some slack. I know It's tiring to put on a facade, and how at times you feel miserable because you are sick of pretending to be someone that you are not. But don't be too hard on yourself. Society is based on conformity and anything outside the circle of social norms would be labeled as undesired. Especially as a girl, you would feel extra pressure living up to the standards of a 'lady' that has been emphasized for generations to the modern day. Times have changed, however. People are becoming more and more receptive with the independent women, women with more unconventional thinking. There may still be a stigma surrounding these mindsets but hey, that's when your closer friends come into the picture. It's fortunate that at the end of the day, you'd still have someone like jollie whom you can come back to. Someone whom you know you can be yourself freely around. Perhaps you should focus more on the good side of life rather than the bad and count your blessings. Things will get better ahead! Have a good night's sleep and eat up well when you are up!"
Fucking painful to let you go,
fucking painful to bid you goodbye.
