Celebrated Father's Day! Simple celebration la, cut cake only! 

  

 This was ytd! My virgin attempt at drawing a more proper human portrait.

Got shading some more hor!

I know don't look like la, but I also not born to be artist!

Hahaha 

And kind Kumar and other girlf all say it was a good try so.... maybe I will try to do another one and put it in my fanmail for GD?

And it's 10 days left to his concert!!!! 

OMG

Oh, and in correspondence to my title, I was feeling super sad this morning but now I'm filled with happy thoughts. Maybe I'll leave down day to some other day! (:

 Plus, I'm meeting the girls later!

Double yay!

Hope you guys are having a great start to Thursday!!

Weekends are just round the corner woohoo!

Ytd, it was darth_ramuk's (whose real name is Kumar I think!!) insta that I introduced you all to for great and awesome art work.

Today, (as promised, Wenyi) it shall be my sister's!!!

Her artwork is totally amazing and surprising and unbelievable.

Hahaha I don't know if  it's because it's someone I know personally and super close that's why the level of surprise is higher and more overwhelming, like "Omgggggg, I can't believe my friend just drew that" kinda thing.

Or maybe she's born to be talented and amazing like that. (:

Actually Wenyi's art talent have been known to us since we were in secondary school. During art lessons I remember she and Wern Ching (another talent in art!!!) are the people whom art works always make me go "wah wah wah".

And I'm super bad at art.

But I still drew a comic character for Ele as part of her birthday card but it turned out quite ugly still sigh.

This girl has made improvements leaps and bounds since secondary school.

Because now I don't go just "wah wah wah" I go "OMGGGG YOU THIS TALENT", "HOLY SHIT YOU'RE AMAZING", "I CANNOT BELIEVE WHAT I JUST SAW" and a lot of "Omgggg"s here and there. 

And I cannot stop commenting on her insta because I'll be so excited by what she've just drawn.

This is her blog!

http://fatfingerart.blogspot.com/

http://fatfingerart.blogspot.com/

http://fatfingerart.blogspot.com/

WENYIISAWESOMELYAMAZING

http://fatfingerart.blogspot.com/

http://fatfingerart.blogspot.com/

http://fatfingerart.blogspot.com/

And this is her insta!

http://instagram.com/fatfingerart

http://instagram.com/fatfingerart

http://instagram.com/fatfingerart

YOU'LLREGRETIFYOUDON'TCLICK

http://instagram.com/fatfingerart

http://instagram.com/fatfingerart

http://instagram.com/fatfingerart

Please go check out her drawings!!!

Hahaha I spam their links so that even if you don't want to check it out voluntarily, I'm hoping that you all somehow click it accidentally and can't take your eyes off their art works.

Some of her recent productions....

And upon suggestion....... She drew my goddess, Nina Dobrev!!!!

THIS IS TOTALLY AMAZING.

I was still sleepy when I woke up but when I saw this on WA I totally become fully awake!

SOOOOOOOOOOOO AMAZING (make me feel very excited for Kumar's drawing of GD too!!!!!!)

Please, isn't this good enough reason for you to go support her and Kumar already??????

Anyway, I know my blog not influential like other real full-time bloggers but still, people are reading this space right?

Whoever are still reading my blog please please please go support them!!!

Thank you very much!!! I will appreciate your support a lot if you go check them out after reading this!

And like what Kumar commented on Wenyi's insta,

SUPPORT LOCAL TALENTS!!!!!

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or just, talents.

(I do go international too. ^^ )

Then I realised that it wasn't because I don't know how to fall in love anymore. It's because that one guy who stirred my heartstrings, I'm still waiting. 

"We've got champagne taste, but not enough money for the real thing."


One of the perks during work is when I write my weekly reflection and let my supervisor to read, he will say "Good" or "Very Good". 

Just like today, I wrote a damn long ass reflection (hahah in the MRT on the way to work this morning 'cos I said I'll show him today and I didn't want to go back on my words) and he said that it was "very good" hahaha.

So happy.

I take pride in writing my reflections because languages are my strength.

Writing reflection helps to stimulate my thinking and to hone my writing skills so I put in some effort to ensure that it is done well. (Other than the fact that it shows my attitude in work as well so as to impress both supervisors at work and in school.) 

I write honestly in my reflections and I think honesty is a great virtue in the current society.

I'm not trying to say that I'm a saint at being honest 'cos honestly, I lie too. (haha it's not a pun)

I believe strongly that people can feel who you really are, when you are really nice and sincere towards them or not.

This is especially reflected ever since I started my internship.

They can tell when you are really interested and eager to learn more rather than pretend to be interested in listening what they have to say.

They also can feel when you are really trying to treat them as friends rather then talk to them for the sake of talking.

I am quite true to my own feelings too as in I don't suck up to every single person.

I try to make an effort to smile at everyone. (The attitude service crew adopts)

However, when people don't return the smile, I don't still keep smiling like a fool to them.

If I smiled and they don't appreciate it then it's okay since I don't know every single one of them well too.

But when you smile at strangers and they return it back, that is a bonus.

The most memorable incident was one early morning in the canteen when I was queuing up for my cup of caffeine and I smiled at this ang moh lady who complimented "Wow, what a beautiful smile we have early in the morning!"

That made my day.

Perhaps in the Asian culture, people won't compliment you directly like the Westerners do.

But I think they can feel it too cos they'd return the smile, though not every single one (and perhaps that small gesture of smiling had help to brighten their day a little).

I love to smile at people thinking that a small smile could have helped to cheer them up a little like how other strangers have helped to cheer me up when they smile sincerely.

And most importantly, I hate dull atmosphere.

I love when the place that I have to live with is full of laughter and cheery atmosphere.

It just feels like the world is not that bad after all.

I hope that it is not because that to them, I'm the xiao mei here so I don't have any schemes or politics to compete with them.

And I hope that in future when I go out to really work, people that I meet will be still cheerful, nice, kind and sweet!

Talking about people being nice....

There's this super kind and talented artist on instagram I got to know on Sunday (via insta la, not face-to-face)!

I left a comment on one of his photos, it was a drawing of Taeyang! 

He is really talented and I was so fascinated and overwhelmed by his works!!

OMG HIS DRAWING DAMN LIFELIKE AND AMAZING ALL THE DETAILS AND THE SHADING.

Read our convo at the side too!

He is so extremely nice I got so excited and touched and happy while I was on the way to Changi Village with ele and for the rest of the day and ytd and now.

Hahaha.

He offered to draw and readily agreed upon request!!!

I was really really very very touched. No amount of words can truly reflect how grateful I was for his kind gesture.

Please go check out his instagram!

WILL NOT REGRET I SWEAR.

"Every girl have dreamt at least once of being swept off their feet by a guy of her dreams. He didn't have to be the Prince Charming everyone wished for, he didn't have to be riding a white horse to fetch her, he didn't have to be rich or handsome or smart. That guy will still steal her heart, because just as ordinary he might be, she know that someday he would be brave for her, love her like no other guy ever would, be sensitive towards how she would feel and have her interests at heart. He didn''t have to be perfect, but he had to be the right one." 

"The people at the top right now may be overthrown the next day. There would always be someone better than you. The thing that draws the line between who would survive and who would never climb to the top depends on each individual's determination. However determination solely is never enough. You need luck too. As much as it hurts, this is the reality. No one ever only depended on himself. The higher you are at the pyramid, the more people you are stepping on to stay there. Return the favour. For you never know who is the next person below who's gonna conquer your position."

"What is it like to have an empty heart? There wouldn't be any desire at all. How do you survive with a stagnant heart?"

"Never stop dreaming."

Photo Credits: Tumblr

Fuck selfishness, fuck expectations, fuck trying too hard to want to care, fuck being overly sensitive like that, fuck feeling lonely easily, fuck being a perfectionist in the things I want best.

Millions of thoughts in a heartbeat but with only you in mind.