Wanted to go to bed but decided that I shall blog what I've been thinking about since afternoon.

Celebrated the colleague's birthday today with the whole department and while we were talking over lunch, I realise how I've slowly become a part of the GP family.

Then I thought of how lucky and blessed I am to always meet nice people WHEREVER I GO.

Literally.

I have a supportive family and doting parents.

I've got my loving boyf who always does a lot more for me, beyond the surface of what I can see.

I've got my best friend and my lovely girlfriends, who never fails to back me up when I'm down.

At work, I've got Jolly who always help me in a lot of things and gave a lot of guidance since the first day I met her.

As well as the other colleagues too, I'm always able to voice out my struggles to them, no matter how small or insignificant it is.

And the things is, all of them are not obliged to be so nice to me.

Why?

I'm wilful, I'm strong-headed, self-obsessed, lazy, unreasonable etc.
Why despite being such a troublemaker and a very irresponsible person, everyone still manage to accept me and love me for who I am?

Am I really a nice person after all?

My character isn't that good at all as compared to them too.

I don't even really have compassion nowadays, much less a heart of gold.

I am so reliant and dependent on others too, and I have no idea why everyone could have put up all this nonsense with me.

I mean like, for myself I don't really like people who lets me do extra work or become over dependent on me (except for people whom I treasure most, but then again the chances of them becoming dependent on me is really slim that I would gladly do anything as long as I am of help to them)

So I don't get why all my close friends and now, colleagues, gladly let me become dependent on them.

I am really really really grateful because all of them are so much better than me in a lot of aspects.

Yet they don't find me a burden at all and still love and care for me so much.

Very very moved and I cannot be luckier than this to have all of them in my life.

Thank you everyone. (':

Of course, I will improve and become a more worthy person in your lives too!