Hahah been writing one blog post everyday now 'cos I got the free spare time to do it.

It's a good thing for me actually as I get to type and think about what I wanna say and phrase and organise them properly. 

Most importantly, I LOVE to write.

Language is always my favourite subject!

Moreover, being in an Enginnering course, I've been dealing with figures and words that describe boring factual information and a lot of technical stuff. Unless it's business subjects where I still can better relate to.

Otherwise, even in the rare English lessons all I type about is boring stuff that makes me sleepy.

Blogging about my own stuff is totally fun! (But there will still be lots of Singlish here and there 'cos I'm a Singaporean like that)

Back to the subject.

Haha my silly bestie said that I've not mentioned about her in my blog posts!

Well got but  not very frequent la.

She complain that I never dedicate a birthday post like I do for the rest of my girls.

Haha k la don't sad liao lai lai I will dedicate one long whole post for you and your name will appear most of the time okay dear Felicia. 

When you smile, the whole world stares and stops for a while.

'Cos you're amazing, just the way you are~

We're not close at all when we were in the early years of secondary school. 

I was the loud, noisy and weird girl with the squeaky baby voice which shocked everyone on the first day of school. ('cept Cindy and Ele and now my girls esp LPQ keep mimicking my voice as a joke)

I was an extreme extrovert at that time till the point whereby my girlfs now were scared of me at that time 'cos I was super outgoing!

I still remember I used to sing this oldie love song to Wenyi whenever I got the chance to, I think it's 玫瑰玫瑰我爱你 lolol.

Then whenever I wanted to get close to them after school they will all run away one!

And esp FWL (omg this name super long never say liao) and Cindy Tay.

We take the mrt back to Tampines when our school was still at the holding site at Bedok when we were sec 1. These two will run out of the mrt and faster chiong down the stairs and wait for me outside the lift, one on each side (I lazy to walk one and I walk very slow as compared to them) and do the welcome greeting.

Wlao now I think of it that was super embarrassing 'cos they not shy one they will say very loud de then everyone will turn back and see!

Haha oops ps. Today's subject is Felicia!!

But I went to find old pics of us that I can put here plus while typing all the memories flashback and I feeling kinda nostalgic now. 

So anyway, the moral of the little incident above is no one can escape from my claws no matter how fast and how far you run.

At the end of the day you will come running back to me de!

你们逃不出我的五指山!

Muahaha

Haha see, the people who ran the furthest from me in the past are now the closest people to me!

If I want you to stay, you can never leave!

Hahaha k, I stop my self-obsession

Felicia and I started to become more close when the O levels were coming.

I don't know what started but we somehow decided to study together every week at this little cafe, Madison's, at my house there de CC.

(Madison's now gone liao and we super sad, Ele Cindy also cos there the food is really delicious one, esp the cheese fries! And it's the most convenient and conducive environment for studying!)

I guess there was the start of us becoming closer and then we started to hang out like really a lot other than when we are with sisters. 

#1 Study days at Madison's.... This is my own photo haha. Wait la, got with Fel de!

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#3 Nah, with Felicia!

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Haha this was back in 2010, we were so obsessed with this camera app on iPhone at that time we always play around with it and tried taking artistic shots haha. Now of course is 360 la!

We then entered into Temasek Poly and we made a shared decision to choose the same course after going for the course counselling programme as we could get into the same class.

I wanted to go for Psychology a lot but then my L1R4 was just nice only and I didn't want to take a risk.

(and stupid peiqi last minute backed out on us tsk tsk see now you have to deal with poor animals who're gonna be tortured by you and your classmates! I'll always remember that you backed out on us! Haha kidding la. It's good to know what you want and pursue it.)

Throughout the first year, we were very much attached to each other. We only had each other to rely on most of the time (haha you can see we always eat lunch tgt alone de) even though we got a poly clique too!

But at the start we mostly depended on each other la, eventually we had Sandy and Alicia to go through hard times together as well!

There are a lot of stuffs that happened in poly and I'm really grateful that Felicia is always there for me, giving me a listening ear whenever I needed or be there to give me tips and pointers for school work and exams.

I hated my course a lot when I reached year 1.2 because there was a lot of subjects that were very mathematical and technical and they were the exact topics that I hated dealing with. I literally gave up studying for one subj's quizzes and stared into space without even trying much during the quiz.

But when term tests and main exams are round the corner I still decided to study for it 'cos I don't want to waste my time and effort retaking a subject so boring and dry and I'd be alone if I had to retake it as well.

The most lucky thing was having Felicia and Alicia to guide me through that subject and helped me a lot with it and being patient enough to keep revising the stuff that they had gone through with me before.

They were not obliged to do so at all and for projects also, my contribution was almost insignificant as compared to theirs. 

Haha I feeling extremely touched now that I think back of what they did. Thank you my lovely girls! ^^

#5 Haha this was spamming of ys's iTouch when we met up during the holidays before year 1 poly life started. 

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#7

#8 Days out!

#9 Couple top! :P

#10 Week 0 Orientation!

#11 First few lectures in school if I nvr remember wrongly!

#12 Days out after school!

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 #15 With Sandy! 

#16 Year 1 CCN Day with class! See all the pretty girls in my class!!

#17 Engineering School's 20th Anniversary Event in 2012!

Omg really nostalgia now with photos and everything!

As days go by we really become a lot more closer.

Though there was this incident that happened that ruined her trust in me for some time, it's restored now!!

After that incident it took me really quite a while to gain back her trust.

It was a misunderstanding but it was really hard to clear it!

But I have a clear conscience and since I really did not do it, time will prove it.

I was also very very scared that our friendship would end at there and thank god it didn't 'cos our friendship's too strong for that!

Throughout all these years since sec 1 until now esp the period in poly life, we got to know each understand really well but she somehow is always one step ahead of me!

Like she can read my mind one!

I think all my bestf can really read my mind like Adilah, Wenyi also.

They can understand me without me elaborating too much!

I get a lot of down days too and I get moody very easily. I can be happy in the day but when I get back home I start to feel upset and all.

I'm still very sensitive now! I think is cannot change de leh no matter how hard I try to become more positive!

But I also got learn to not care about many stuff too la.

I'm very thankful that whenever I feel sad or start to think that I'm not good enough and confide into my girls, they will patiently give me reassurance and encouraging words that I'm not as bad as I made myself out to be.

Still need to list out names ah?

Hao la, I give you!

Felicia, Cindy, Pei Qi, Wenyi, Yi Shing, Eleanor, Adilah

Really really thank you a lot for everything!!!!

Thank you for the endless support, comfort, patience and love.

Haha I know this post is dedicated to Felicia but then as I go along all these girls came to my mind too and I really feel so damn touched right now haha.

Okaay.

Ending le la.

It's been a super long post with a lot of photos but I've been feeling very happy writing everything!

#18 Picnic with sisters at Marina Barrage! Back in 2011 I think?

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#20 This was during Pei Qi's birthday celebration I think? 2011 de! Stupid Felicia always like to act sad/dao face when she take photo with me!

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#22 2011 CNY when some of the girls came my house to collect ang pao! Haha

#23 Run for Hope event with classmates!

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#25 This was back in 2010 when we went to Taiwan together! Haha sorry ah all the photos not in chronological order 'cos I found them randomly on fb!

#26 This was last year when sisters celebrated my birthday in Dec! hehe

#27 See! We already gwiyomi even before the trend start going viral! 

#28 Failed shot

#29 Felicia wake up liao la! Take photo also can sleep!

Last but not least, 

#30 My pretty and lovely sisters ♥

I love each and every one of you so much that no amount of words in this universe can describe my love for you (incld Adilah and Ele okay!!!) You girls are like family and I feel blessed to have such a strong friendship forged with each of you. We'll definitely last forever!

And not forgetting the subject of this post,

I love you, Felicia. 

Photo Credits: A lot of people. (: