I dread at the thought of sch now.

I don't know what I'm afraid of.

Of orientation? (Haha, maybe you guys don't know but seriously I hate orientation meant for ice-breaking)

Of having to leave my comfort zone?

Of having to step out of where I belong to venture somewhere unexplored?

Or having to bare my true feelings and thoughts to yet other ppl whom I have not yet known fully.

Idk.

Maybe everything.

Sorry digress a while.

Cox I was watching the週日大精彩, a Taiwan variety show which helps ppl to makeover.

And this girl in sch was signed up by her friends/classmates to go for the makeover.

She's the kind of girl you'd mistake for a guy and her behaviour and character was quite boyish, at least in front of everyone, she's like that.

Then this guy was asked to come up when they were about to reveal the girl's makeover photo.

Then it was then the guy say that he have feelings for that girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMGGG.

Idk, but I just started crying helplessly when the guy confessed, idk why.

So touched by the guy's feelings.

Then after everyone saw the girl's makeover photo then the girl came onstage herself.

The guy held the girl's hand and led her to the middle of the stage.

(Though it's the girl who asked the guy to hold her hand like LOL)

But they just held on and the guy was like shyyy and cute ttm.

Ohmy, idk what I'm writing but I was just so touched by the guy's feelings!!!!

Why did the girl went to say those stuff in the end anw????
Made me feel like she was being such a bitch to that guy!

Okay, I'm like so affected by that show now I can't help it.

Cox I feel as if I'm totally on the same side with that guy and how must it heartbreaking it must have been to hear the one you love say she have a crush on another guy and even ask her crush to give her goodbye kiss.

God, okay I'm really affected by it now.

Maybe cox being moody earlier and I had to witness that.

Not that it's happening real life before me.

But still, that feeling yknow.

Well, idk too.

Okay, I'm like starting to crap now so ignore me.

Haix. 

Still wondering if the girl really meant it.

Ok, here's the link on youtube so maybe you will understand.

Can't help it I'm still affected )':