I'm tired.

So tired of everything.

I don't want to ask eagerly for something then be disappointed because of an answer I don't want to hear.

And I'm tired of trying to reply when someone asks if I'm ok and I had to force a smile and lie when I'm totally not.

I'm tired of all the conspiracy and competing.

I'm tired of working on my relationship.
I feel so tired.
All I want to is to get a good night's sleep and forget everything for a while.
Thanks but sorry, leave me alone.
I'll only be accepting concerns from people whom I know that truly care.
And not just a routine concern that you had to ask because you had to.
I just want to be who I am, truly.