i really felt stupid, for telling the lies.
i regretted.
i should have come clean with you,
instead of denying myself that bit of chance.
since the consequences might have been the same in the end,
i should have chosen to be truthful to my feelings, and you.

i didn't went school again today.
because i had a swelling and i had to go to the doc's.
don't worry k, i think it will subside soon.
a BIG THANK YOU to those who asked and shown concern :DDD
don't worry! everything will be fine:)
我会坚强的！
and i have decided to stand up strongly to it.
even if i need to have a surgery, i will bravely face it.
i can't be a coward just because of such small obstacles, right? :D
一起加油吧!不管怎样都一起勇敢的走下去喔!