Friends, are for life.

You know those moments when you hear a love song and that special one person comes to your mind?

Having one of those right now.

I missed you. Terribly, more than I've expected.

Hope you're doing well and feeling happy. 

That would be the greatest comfort news to know about.

(':

May I see you again soon.

再坚强的人也只不过希望有个人会为自己停下脚步，回头抓着自己的手一起跑。

奢望的只不过是有一个了解自己的人。

If you haven't already know (now you know), I love love love G-Dragon and nothing he does fails to impress me. 

Actually I'm supposed to be chiong-ing my SIP report like now but I feel so overwhelmed by GD's new song and I can't help but blog about it. 

This is his new song from his fresh new album Coup D'etat.

Coup D'etat is a French term which means a "sudden overthrow, often violent, of an existing government by a group of conspirators". (as adapted from merriam-webster)

For this particular album as what I've interpreted from the title and lyrics alone, is GD trying to overthrow both himself and the music industry (particularly the South Korean industry after doing a bit of looking up on info). Honestly, Coup D'etat isn't the catchy song I expected it to be like Crayon or One of a Kind and it didn't really registered in my mind after listening to it for the first time. But the very next day I woke up with its tunes and beats recurring blurly in my head and I went to listen it again (haha ya I only listen to it once or twice when the mv was just released) and tada, the song is officially stucked in my head ever since. 

I then went to look for the lyrics and boom! Goosebumps all over like wow, how could anyone be so amazing in writing songs! 

Maybe I'm biased but it just occurred to me once again how could GD be so perfect???

Oh and before I forget, this song reminds me of the Big Brother story we were asked to read back in secondary school. Just that it's 

G-Dragon is watching you

G-Dragon is watching you

G-Dragon is watching you

G-Dragon is watching you

G-Dragon is watching you

G-Dragon is watching you

G-Dragon is watching you

that kind of feel. 

Hahaha as I'm writing this I'm listening to it now (ya what's new? lol) and the level of perfection GD has got to just keeps coming to me.

All his songs in his previous album One of a Kind and Heartbreaker are like perfection already.

I really don't get how GD can keep improving and break through himself over and over again without losing his own flavour and uniqueness in each song.

Every song has its own surprise hidden within to be discovered someday.

And he really have a lot of works out there that I haven't fully indulge in each of them yet.

I've been indulging in Coup D'etat so much right now and I can't get out of it to appreciate his other songs like Crooked just yet. 

Right now all I can feel is the pride of being a GD fan.

I feel so proud of my idol who's my ultimate inspiration, motivation and songs whose are my best companions in solitude. 

Taeyang used to be my bias when there was the Wedding Dress craze going on in school and Clarice was the one who likes TOP and Shermaine likes GD and I was like nonono no matter what you all say, in BIGBANG Taeyang's the one for me! Hahaha

Then they also say around them don't have friends whose bias is Taeyang one, usually either TOP or GD so I'm like it's okay! No one will snatch Taeyang from me then!

And Shermaine will always say, see GD so shuai whatever bla bla bla but I only had eyes for TY and I'm like who is GD aiya not shuai one don't care don't care, TAEYANG!! Hahaha

I think for GD it's either love or hate (maybe not so extreme la, dislike). And for fans who love him, I guess it's the story of him and understanding what he's like that the love starts to grow. If I hadn't understand him (not v deep la, but deep enough yknow), I wouldn't have love him as much as I do today. People who cannot accept his style will be like rubbish song, what weird song is it now that's coming out these days, silly young girls who are blind bla bla bla etc.  He does have his flaws too but no (and yes), love is blind I accept every single thing about him, he is my most perfect idol ever. I CANNOT SEE ANY OF HIS FLAWS. Hahaha turning into a GDzilla soon. 

Sorry Taeyang, you're good too, but all I can see now is GD, GD and more GD. ♥

Ahhhh the perfect boy *.*

Give GD a chance if you haven't already? There's a reason why one guy has so many fans worldwide waiting to see him even from afar, willing to wait for hours and squeeze with many others just to get a glimpse of him, know every one of his song and can sing to them, get crazy from every one move he makes and scream at the top of their voices just to show him how much they love him and appreciate all his works.

You did it. 

♥

Haven't had enough sleep for the past one week and the main cause of it was........

Gaming.

Two weeks back on a fine Sunday when I went back school to meet up w the bestie and two other group mates, Sandy introduced this game, MStar to us.

It was my first online game ever and the high resolution graphics and animation and thrill from playing it got me hooked up badly.

It is mainly a dance battle and there are many modes of battling so you can experiment w each mode and each mode has different challenges and attraction to offer, there are more than 10 modes and you can play as a team or as an individual so there are different things to expect in each mode.

Other than the playing part you could also dress up your character in pretty clothes, shoes and accessories (if only some of them can be bought and delivered to my house as real apparel I'd be like *go ahead and take my money* TT). In case, you decided to start playing MStar, be sure to choose properly the features, hairstyle, body colour and NAME (I used my real name and I end up getting sec sch and poly ppl coming to 认亲戚 but so far only 2 ppl la heng. and also for safety reasons don't use your real name ba.) cos you cannot change them afterwards unless you pay real cash to do so, which is not worth it la.

You can also couple with other people, join crews and make a lot of friends la, so if you're socially awkward irl you can start to open up and build a network of friends there since you'll be hiding behind the comp screen anyway so you don't really have anything to lose.

So far I've met really nice ppl like my crew mates who have kindly helped me out to finish my quests and they nvr ever blamed me whenever I play badly (i'm a super noob gamer) and I also met a nice dongsaeng who is v talkative but he is still nice to me and a nice couple who treats me well too so overall I feel quite happy playing the game so far. It's like escaping into an entirely different world where I have little or no worries at all. Extremely thankful too that no one have ever called me a noob in the game despite being a really lousy gamer and everyone from real life friends to crew mates to my couple to other friends they've all been really kind and they will cheer me on. I at first thought that there will be a lot of bad ppl who will start to hurl insults when I drag them down in team battles but no leh so far so good. (:

This is the picture I see when I click start MStar and it starts to load to the game. (Haha this is starting to sound like an advertorial for MStar but no, just trying to record down this part of life, getting hooked to an online game.)

This is the shop, haha guess you can read it yourself la huh. This pic features a Korean version of the game but there's an English version too so no worries. 

And I just realised that got Big Bang songs from this screenshot?? How come Eng one don't have. TT

This is the customising of your character where it's really impt cos you don't want to regret how your avatar looks like later on and pay real money to make changes! My avatar looks somewhat like that but with diff hair colour and clothes and her lips are pink and her eyebrows are nicer w a more natural nose lol.

You can get your own house too! After reaching lvl 15 if I nvr rmb wrongly and you finish quests! 

I just realised that the Korean ver seem to have a lot more than the Eng one. Like more songs and nicer house, I haven't seen someone's house that's like that yet so far leh, all our house like sama sama one. Unless you buy cash la. 

The best part of MStar is......

SHINee's the official ambassadors of MStar!!!!!!

Playing MStar can win you a free trip to Taiwan to meet SHINee personally! However, only a few lucky and pro ones can get to win this offer cos you'd have to complete a lot of missions and quests to get your golden ticket. And the deadline was on 21 Aug le sigh. Couldn't have won it cos I dl a few days before 21 Aug.

But still!! You can win real SHINee t-shirts (signed ones some more I think!!!) and even if you can't win the real ones you can let your avatar wear the virtual one and there are also virtual cushions w SHINee's faces printed on it that you can use to decorate your house with. Have already won two of them! And it's 2/3 of my biases, Jonghyun and Key's! hehe extremely protective over the Jonghyun one. Would shoo ppl away if they sit at the Jonghyun one or simply move the cushion away if idk the person. Haha I know la, virtual game only but I don't have it irl righttt.

The virtual SHINee shirt I was talking about! Hehe. There was once when I was at the lounge and everyone started wearing the SHINee shirt. ahhhh.

hehe so shuaii! Esp the one in white standing right smack in the middle. <3
Don't worry I still love GD a lot. <3

献给一个心里始终放不下的人。