The fact that I'm blogging at this hour states it all.

My parents didn't agree to let me work.

Really hate it when my parents oppose to the things that I want to do.

Because everytime they try to explain why they disagree,

it often shows even more how much they don't understand their own daughter.

Or maybe I'm just born to be a rebel in the family, like what they always thought of me to be.

Nvm, I don't really understand you anw.

Ok, I promised Wenyi to let this go by today, so I'll stop ranting.

And, thanks so much for those who were there ytd.

Esp Eleanor and Wenyi.

So sorry for the trouble I've caused you and to have to clear up this mess I've created.

All the best for you first day of work today!

Hope you're having a great time and enjoying it((:

Sian ttm staying at home la.

Plus, I'm totally cash-strapped.

Money is not invincible but you can't do without it.

I really need some!!!!!!

GRRRRR.

Btw, I might be starting up a blogshop uh.

Since I can't got to work yet need money.

But I haven't worked out the details so see how first lo.

K, I'm going for lunch now!

Byeee.

BUT, it is still dependant on my parents' decision.

I really really hope that my parents will agree to it.

I need some money badly!!!

$$$$$$$$$

And, most importantly, if I get to work,

days wouldn't be spent unwisely, isn't it?

At least I get to earn money at the end of the day!

Ok, perhaps I'll blog again later at night.

There's MTDC camp at 3.

Bye!

Haven't been blogging for ages.

O levels' over.

Prom night's over.

Nothing left to look forward to.

Just realised how empty my life has been recently.

Didn't do much things that's worth my time.

Perhaps life would have been better if O levels were still on.

At least I can get to see everyone at least once a week.

I have something to look forward to, though unwilling.

I won't have to think what do I have to do to fill up my time.

Maybe I'm used to being occupied.

Now that there's not much things that I have to do,

life seems so empty.

Haix.

Marj is being a pessimist again.

Ignore me.

Perhaps I'll be fine soon.

K, bye.

Sorry, but everytime I go to your page, I can't help but get the feeling that our friendship is even more fragile than glass.

No matter how strong it had looked on the surface.

No real best friends need explanations.

I really don't know if I should continue with it.

Today's incident killed half of my already little courage and confidence.

Just that one step left that will bring me either happiness or grief.

Not that I'm afraid to be upset once again, it's just that this time round, I really can't afford to lose.

Someone, anyone, take me away.