I really don't know if I should continue with it.
Today's incident killed half of my already little courage and confidence.
Just that one step left that will bring me either happiness or grief.
Not that I'm afraid to be upset once again, it's just that this time round, I really can't afford to lose.
Someone, anyone, take me away.
YES, YOU'RE THE PERSON I NEED MOST IN THIS WWW.
YOUR APPEARANCE WAS THE BEST ASSURANCE.
SORRY, I'LL GATHER ALL MY COURAGE AND MAKE THAT FIRST STEP SOON.
I'M NOT GONNA AND WON'T LET MYSELF REGRET.
Hope you get the light.
Can't wait for o levels to end yknow.
It's so unbearable!!!!
Feel like doing all the things that I want to do after O's NOW.
I want to savour the long lost freedom.
Ok, maybe that's what I'm doing now, but I still feel restricted.
I feel like going to the beach.
I feel like going shopping.
I feel like spending 4 hours in the gym.
I want to see him.
I want to work so I get enough money to buy a itouch.
(I dreamt of buying a itouch ytd!!! And I got a free laptop too! LOL. But not a ipad so sad.)
I want to sleep all day long.
OMGGGGG.
I FEEL SO TRAPPED HERE.
HELP.
SOMEONE SAVE MEEE!
unbearable because it's going to be a month soon!
23 days since I last saw him.
HIS ABSENCE IS KILLING.
omggggggg.
really can't believe that it's been so long.
Argh.
Fuck.
Anyway, today's chemistry sucked big time.
Partly because I haven't been doing enough revision I guess.
But it's over, so I just have to work hard for physics then.
Btw, I bought this pore pack thing today that eliminates blackheads.
I don't know whether to say it worked or not.
Because it did removed some blackheads, but there were still visible blackheads.
LOL.
Nothing else much for today.
Except that I got drenched in the rain just now from walking home after going to Cindy's house.
And that reminds me.
Get well soon Felicia and Cindy!
It's exam period omggg.
It's exam period omggg.
The rest who are well take care of yourself and don't fall sick!
Don't really feel like studying for now ))):
Nights(:
Going for history lesson tmw.
And to the airport to study with sayanggg.
k, bye!
Study hard over the weekends!!!
I swear I'm not going to let you off after O levels!
A day without you is like a year without rain.I woke up to the morning, thinking about you.
It's been so many days that I don't even dare to count.
It's been so many days that I don't even dare to count.
With each day passing, it seems that my hope is diminishing as well.
I don't have any clue who are you, where are you, what are you doing etc.
All that I know is you've become the most important person to me.
You're the one whom I'm thinking about every moment.
You're the one whom I'll gladly wait for hours in exchange for your appearance.
You're the one whom I promised to use the rest of my life to be good to.
There's nothing you need to do, except to appear at the right time.
I don't mind to do the waiting, because the person I'm waiting for is you.
You're the best thing that has ever happened to me. (L)
I want to watch the sunrise and/or sunset with my best friends.feels as if o levels are done alr!
the fact that I'm blogging and playing with my tumblr shows how relax I'm feeling for now.
hate myself for being like that!
and I kept thinking about what I'm gonna do after O levels and nothing much about what I'm gonna do about it at all.
and I kept thinking about what I'm gonna do after O levels and nothing much about what I'm gonna do about it at all.
can't imagine how lousy my grades are gonna be when I receive it next jan!
OMG.
and really, I must thank my idol(:
he's putting in effort to teach me chem!
how nice. ^^
chem can make it alr! heh.
After O's I WANT TO:
1) Catch up on my beauty sleep!
2) Resume my waits at the interchange.
3) Get my password for fb from Clarice!
4) Do those stuff I smsed my best friends.
5) Start on the birthday presents.
6) GET A PART TIME JOB.
I NEED $$$$$!!!!!
7) Watch my HK dramas!!!
8) PLAY PLANTS VS ZOMBIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9) Learn some new piano songs like seriously.
10) Revamp my room.
That's what I've been saying since last year.
And the only wardrobe that I cleared needs to be re-cleared again.
yea, forget what else I wanted to do.
man, I really want to revamp my room!!
Tired of it.
k, bye earthlings.
i'm gonna get my precious sleep.
Goodnight and sweet dreams(:
and you simply don't know how much i miss you.
